I let my mother back in
Her loyalty, still being with my father
Don’t hold it against me.
I went for a woman who fed me emptiness
She chose another me, and went against me
Don’t hold it against me.
I caught feelings for a girl that’s walking distance, from where I stay
I broke my own rules, she knows where I lay
Don’t hold it against me.
I’ve missed my therapy sessions, and I feel like
Imma break soon
Don’t hold it against me.
Life’s no good for me
I just wanna f-k, Jazz, before I die
I want three girls in mind
None of which, at the same time.
Can’t give into my demonic side
I don’t feel like an angel inside
If my father dies, it’s from the pills killing him
Inside.
I’m dark hearted in a void
It’s hard for me to not smile back, at a pretty girl
Don’t hold it against me.
I’ve got three phones, but I only call you
On one
Don’t hold it against me.
When you held me the last time
I cried to you, about my childhood
Don’t hold it against me.
We’re not together, but we’re still having sex
You’ve been pregnant twice by me, but both my kids died
I don’t hold it against you.
Life’s no good for me
I just wanna f-k, Jazz, before I die
I want three girls in mind
None of which, at the same time.
Can’t give into my demonic side
I don’t feel like an angel inside
If my father dies, it’s from the pills killing him
Inside.
~ Things Off The Record(Can’t Hold It Against Me)
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