Poetry Pack(s): One Way Flight/Hold Me Tight Or Not

One Way Flight

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Everything about you
Tells me to kiss the moon
You’re the closest I can get to this
You’re the reflection in the lake

~ Sakari

For others, it’s a countdown
For me, it’s a wish that escaped
I was just fortunate enough
To get the right genie

~ Sakari

Something deeper than a text
Something louder than a notification
I’m sipping myself to exhaustion
I use the days to tell a story

~ Sakari

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I already have you
But I don’t have you
We’ve got plans to
But we can’t plan further
You came to me during my awake
But I’m dreaming of our nights

~ Sakari

I know once we get there
It’ll be everything included
You’ve already got someone to watch the kids
I’ve already got the place you can meet me

~ Sakari

Nothing seems like a sacrifice
When you’re what’s on the line
I’ll watch the clouds
Wave my old life goodbye

~ Sakari

Hold Me Tight Or Not

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When I ask what you’re doing
I meant to ask if you were thinking of me
I mean do you love me
When there’s so many guys around

~ Sakari

If I was sad more often than happy
Would you believe you had this effect
Would you be cool with me acknowledging
I stress so strongly over you
I’m not the guy you can say
I can get over you

~ Sakari

Let’s never break up and mean it
Give passes to say the words in any order
There’s no chronological way
To be your lasting partner

~ Sakari

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What does a kiss from you feel like
Your lips resemble face pillows
I crack under the pressure
Of feeling wonderful from you

~ Sakari

I’ve been on hiatus without you
You’re an element to my needs
An important impact on who I am
On a daily basis

~ Sakari

Can we stay indoors
For three days straight
No sunlight, just your eyes
To tell me when to wake

~ Sakari

Author’s Note: I’ve begun serializing poetry on Amazon — meaning my poetry will be completely free for all Kindle Unlimited users. I’ll be updating this series weekly, with a new part every week.

You’re the liquor I can chase
The high that I believe in
I feel you against my skin
My veins react every time

~ Sakari

A quick read of poetry for those with a longing heart.

Sex Diary (Book)

Literature By Me: 1/23/26

Fiction & Poetry for a wondering heart


Fiction Short: If Only I Was Valuable

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(Alan)

I never expected a happy ending for myself.

I never did anything in my life that made me happy.

I wasn’t married and I didn’t have kids.

I was a drunk.

A nobody to society. I guess.

But as I heard the screams next door, I knew…

I knew my moments were running short.

I couldn’t scale off time.

There were no clocks in sight.

I was shocked to see around me.

They had stitched my lips shut.

I should’ve just went home.

I should’ve skipped the bar for once.

Who knows where I would have been then.

This dungeon cell was cold.

I was kept only with my underwear.

I wondered what the woman did in the other room, to be caught.

What was her life before?

Her ongoing screams didn’t tell me nothing.

The men in robes chose her over me.

I wish they would have gotten my ending over with.


Story under my 2nd pen name: Kamari L.


Author’s Notes: Kamari L. will be the pen name I go exclusive with Amazon with. I want to fit in the world of kindle as well. the best benefits for kindle, is to write for the kindle unlimited market — where tons of users already have monthly subscriptions.

This model will allow my work to be completely free to users, and give them instant access to anything I publish — DAY ONE. A market that I have been neglecting for some time now, misunderstanding that there are readers who crave literature…over there as well.


Poetry Pack: This Side Of Your Mind

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I wanna dream about you every night
Otherwise, I don’t wanna be asleep

~ Sakari


You want more rest in my arms
And I’m restless without you
Doesn’t this sound like we’re connected

~ Sakari


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When the candles finally go out
I’ll light some more for you
Different scents and different signals this time

~ Sakari


You’re used to being on the bottom
You’re used to being on all fours
Tonight you’re on top
I believe in you

~ Sakari


You’re upset
Let me make it up to you
You’re conflicted
Let me decide for you
I can make your mind up for you
I can cancel out the extra noise

~ Sakari


I’m not expecting anything
The lights go out when we have the time
They can stay on in the meantime
I’ll sex you to a lit room

~ Sakari


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Keep benching all those guys
In your inbox, baby
Imma do nothing but reward you
When all is said and done

~ Sakari


You’re willing to wait
I’m the one that’s impatient
But you look so impressive
Why do I have to wait

~ Sakari

Your First (Outerlude)
I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything
I want to be the first one to never leave you
The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you
The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night
The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest
The first one to catch your tears in my hand
***
I want to be the first to explore
your imagination

~ Sakari


Empath

My 4-part mini poetry series, Empath, is available now on Amazon. Still under my pen name, Sakari Lacross, this is a wide pen name — so there is no exclusivity.

The book is available now for 99 cents, with 60 pages of content. Poems that continue to grip at different sections of the heart.

Empath

Taking On A Second Author Brand: Being There For The Amazon Readers Too

An actual update from me

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What I’ve Been Doing?

I almost don’t want to answer this question (just kidding). But I’ve spent tons of time writing, as usual. As well as figuring out a really good marketing strategy. I’ve also moved around the country a few times now, and I’m on my way out.

Let’s start with me moving around. I was in Michigan for a while. Then California. Now I’m in Seattle, and I’m on my way to Oregon. Oregon being my last stop, before I head overseas. My end goal: Move To The Philippines.

I’m also going back to online school. I was taking a course to teach abroad, and I recently stopped for about a month. I’m starting my classes back up next month, and I should be done soon. I’m super excited.

Secret Project???

There are two crowds of readers in the publishing world: Casual Readers & Subscription Readers. Again, this is how they are presented to authors. These readers aren’t often seen mixing, meaning casual readers don’t mind finding books on different platforms, while subscription readers are found checking out books on Amazon (exclusively). The goal for me, is to line the pieces up.

Both communities in one.

I know I can’t do this under one brand. Sakari Lacross is only one being. It’s a name that has already stapled more as a “wide author,” meaning the brand behind that name is known for publishing to a wider audience. No exclusivity. However, a second brand, allows for me to form a different strategy, without abandoning my old pen name’s lane of marketing.

Kamari L???

Exclusivity will be the brand under this pen name. The name will be under Kamari L. Kamari will introduce a more disciplined lane to my writing, as well as my targeted audience. The pen name Kamari will work under the horror and Fantasy audience. The writing style will tell stories through the form of journal entries, giving the feel of poetry and emotional connection, through past and present tense story telling.

Targeting Amazon exclusivity, allows me to keep the door open for readers. Those with a Kindle Unlimited account, will be able to gain instant access to my biweekly releases of all the episodic fiction I release under the Kamari name. For so long, I’ve abandoned this audience.

I have multiple projects in the works under this name, and I can’t wait to…yeah…more on this in the future…

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Entry 1

I requested my mother’s body. I wanted to give her a proper burial. To my surprise…they couldn’t find it. A corpse. She was clearly dead. She had been murdered by…

None of that mattered. I still couldn’t wrap my head around her missing body. She had now been added to the list of missing corpses that had been being removed from their last site of rest. Who would move a woman spilling in cold blood?

The law would only tell us citizens so much. I hated this. This was now my mother missing — not someone I was watching on the news. And to think…me and my mother was just watching a missing corpse report on the news, four days ago.

She was gone before the scene could even be properly investigated. Though I watched her take her last breath. None of this made sense. There was no sign of proper connection to the previous bodies and hers. Just a string of murders and then…
Whoever was doing this, was beyond sick.
***
(Future Project In The Works. Something for Kindle Unlimited Users)

When I ask what you’re doing
I meant to ask if you were thinking of me
I mean do you love me
When there’s so many guys around

~ Sakari

My latest poetry book is out now. Alone, is the start of a new poetry series, known as Too Many Missing Pieces.

A free quick read that’s available for everyone. Downloadable from multiple published platforms — Link Below:

Alone: Poetry Collection

Poetry Pack: Baby You Matter/I Heart Games With You

Poetry for a gathering heart

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Baby You Matter

You’ve never gotten flowers before
There’s a flower shop not too far from you
I’ll send you a bouquet for V-Day
Planned visits to places for your B-day

~ Sakari


I haven’t celebrated anything
Outside of Halloween
I work, and I’m off and on with love
I can’t treat you the same, Love

~ Sakari


I’m not the type to diss the past
So I won’t say anything about your ex
But you don’t have a next
I won’t treat you, like everything’s about sex

~ Sakari


You’re so affectionate, and you’re much more romantic
Than I can ever be

I like this…

You’re so artistic, the things you draw
And how your curiosity has you going
You’ll never have to adventure

For my affection

~ Sakari

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I Heart Games With You

Whenever I get these new tattoos
You’ll feel them first
These new tattoos
Won’t make a few stand out

~ Sakari


Unlike my tattoos
I’ll never cover a thing about you
You’ll never need to hide your face from me
Put your hands back to your side

~ Sakari


Why hide your body
I’ve already seen your thighs before
So much of you in a single image
Video chats where I see more

~ Sakari


They won’t see you how I do
Get you to blush just to kiss past your lips, like I do
My lips against your teeth, I love that much of you
Get you upset, make you want space from me, just to over impress you

~ Sakari

Poetry Pack: Your First/The Moon Doesn’t Tell Me

Poetry for a gathering heart

I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything
I want to be the first one to never leave you
The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you
The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night
The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest
The first one to catch your tears in my hand
***
I want to be the first to explore 
your imagination

~ Sakari

I’d like to stay inside 
This world of fantasy 
Live out my life with you
Inside this RPG

~ Sakari


One life is all we have
No matter what the metrics say
Why not avoid the final boss
For as long as possible

~ Sakari


Stay in the countryside with me 
We don’t need the city noise 
There are small markets nearby 
Fresh meals for us both

~ Sakari


Sadness isn’t a promise 
You are
Every day that I’m with you
Nothing is broken between us

~ Sakari


I don’t wanna wait
Until I find the courage to
Everyday 
I’d like to be on screen with you

~ Sakari


Can you see the beauty in it
This distant land
That rains stardust
And lights up the night

~ Sakari

Your First (Outerlude)
I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything
I want to be the first one to never leave you
The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you
The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night
The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest
The first one to catch your tears in my hand
***
I want to be the first to explore
your imagination

~ Sakari

My newest serialized poetry book series, Empath, is available now for preorder on Amazon. The first arc will be a four-book series, with each book specializing in a different theme for “Longing.”

Book 1 will be called — Empath: From Autumn To Spring. This, like the ones after it, will be a quick read, and is priced at 99cents. This particular volume will focus more on the love side of things, being very big on daydreaming/fantasizing, about the hopes that love brings to the narrator’s heart.

This will be dedicated to those who just want some form of romance in their literature. No depression…no form of sadness. Only hope and inspiration. None of these books will have to be read in chronological order.

Empath: From Autumn To Saturn (Pre Order)

Poem: I’m Gonna Drain You

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I’m gonna drain you.
***
I wanna take all of the liquids
Out of your body.
***
I want you to come so much
That you become dehydrated
Like it doesn’t matter to me
Like you don’t need your fluids
I need your fluids
I need the taste off your nipples
The milk that still drips
A fresh mom’s body
I want what’s left of you
***
You have no idea of my desire
I’m looking
When you think that I’ve had enough
I’m merely contemplating
Savoring the taste on my tongue
I never rush my food
“Baby wait”
I can do that
I can savor the taste a little bit longer
I can struggle against this thirst, a little longer

~ Sakari


Your First (Outerlude)

I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything
I want to be the first one to never leave you
The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you
The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night
The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest
The first one to catch your tears in my hand
***
I want to be the first to explore
your imagination

~ Sakari

Jonalyn: Poetry Collection by Sakari Lacross

Preview To My Poetry Book: Jonalyn — An Era To Long Distance Dating

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Hey Siri! (Interlude)

Drop me from the highest sky
Back first, I fall into intoxication
This intimacy is forever
One night at a time, I remember
***
You make me believe and eat
Away at this plate of edible flowers
Petals that love you for you
We should be saying those magic words
Soon
***
Hey Siri
Set a reminder for 8:30
Every morning
I want her to wake up
To a passage of feelings from me
***
Hey Siri
Would it be me too much
If I walked from my place
To where she stayed
Could I convince the sky
To follow me to your side
***
Hey Siri
I think this heart of mine
Wants to hear from her more

~ Sakari

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Love Songs For Her Heartbreak

***

Poem #1

Your hopes are mid
You have the wings to fly
You fear what any single mother does
Getting your hopes high

I won’t tell you…to fly

~ Sakari

Poem # 2

Ride my vocals like the bike you drive
I’ll sing to your beauty, you beautiful being
And it’s only human for me
To want you in this way
The supernatural aspect of things
Stay in my journal

~ Sakari

Poem # 3

Every conversation
Tales of a hidden meaning
Your aura feels hopeless
You want hope from our dialogue

~ Sakari

Poem # 4

To the girl that’s tried before
You don’t have to try again
I’ll try for us both
You can wake your heart up again

~ Sakari

Poem # 5

We think of additions to our lives
More kids for you and myself
Immediately, we both want more
The process should be held on to

~ Sakari

Poem # 6

This is cool
This is a performance
With an opening act that promises
To notice you from the crowd

~ Sakari

Poem # 7

Break the rules to our roles
We don’t need to be like everyone else
We don’t need everyone to see us
We can go outside together, when it rains

~ Sakari

Your First (Outerlude)

I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything
I want to be the first one to never leave you
The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you
The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night
The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest
The first one to catch your tears in my hand
***
I want to be the first to explore
your imagination

~ Sakari

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Jonalyn: Poetry Collection by Sakari Lacross

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