Poetry Pack: Baby You Matter/I Heart Games With You

Poetry for a gathering heart

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Baby You Matter

You’ve never gotten flowers before
There’s a flower shop not too far from you
I’ll send you a bouquet for V-Day
Planned visits to places for your B-day

~ Sakari


I haven’t celebrated anything
Outside of Halloween
I work, and I’m off and on with love
I can’t treat you the same, Love

~ Sakari


I’m not the type to diss the past
So I won’t say anything about your ex
But you don’t have a next
I won’t treat you, like everything’s about sex

~ Sakari


You’re so affectionate, and you’re much more romantic
Than I can ever be

I like this…

You’re so artistic, the things you draw
And how your curiosity has you going
You’ll never have to adventure

For my affection

~ Sakari

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I Heart Games With You

Whenever I get these new tattoos
You’ll feel them first
These new tattoos
Won’t make a few stand out

~ Sakari


Unlike my tattoos
I’ll never cover a thing about you
You’ll never need to hide your face from me
Put your hands back to your side

~ Sakari


Why hide your body
I’ve already seen your thighs before
So much of you in a single image
Video chats where I see more

~ Sakari


They won’t see you how I do
Get you to blush just to kiss past your lips, like I do
My lips against your teeth, I love that much of you
Get you upset, make you want space from me, just to over impress you

~ Sakari

Poem: I’m Gonna Drain You

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I’m gonna drain you.
***
I wanna take all of the liquids
Out of your body.
***
I want you to come so much
That you become dehydrated
Like it doesn’t matter to me
Like you don’t need your fluids
I need your fluids
I need the taste off your nipples
The milk that still drips
A fresh mom’s body
I want what’s left of you
***
You have no idea of my desire
I’m looking
When you think that I’ve had enough
I’m merely contemplating
Savoring the taste on my tongue
I never rush my food
“Baby wait”
I can do that
I can savor the taste a little bit longer
I can struggle against this thirst, a little longer

~ Sakari


Your First (Outerlude)

I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything
I want to be the first one to never leave you
The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you
The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night
The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest
The first one to catch your tears in my hand
***
I want to be the first to explore
your imagination

~ Sakari

Jonalyn: Poetry Collection by Sakari Lacross

Preview To My Poetry Book: Jonalyn — An Era To Long Distance Dating

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Hey Siri! (Interlude)

Drop me from the highest sky
Back first, I fall into intoxication
This intimacy is forever
One night at a time, I remember
***
You make me believe and eat
Away at this plate of edible flowers
Petals that love you for you
We should be saying those magic words
Soon
***
Hey Siri
Set a reminder for 8:30
Every morning
I want her to wake up
To a passage of feelings from me
***
Hey Siri
Would it be me too much
If I walked from my place
To where she stayed
Could I convince the sky
To follow me to your side
***
Hey Siri
I think this heart of mine
Wants to hear from her more

~ Sakari

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Love Songs For Her Heartbreak

***

Poem #1

Your hopes are mid
You have the wings to fly
You fear what any single mother does
Getting your hopes high

I won’t tell you…to fly

~ Sakari

Poem # 2

Ride my vocals like the bike you drive
I’ll sing to your beauty, you beautiful being
And it’s only human for me
To want you in this way
The supernatural aspect of things
Stay in my journal

~ Sakari

Poem # 3

Every conversation
Tales of a hidden meaning
Your aura feels hopeless
You want hope from our dialogue

~ Sakari

Poem # 4

To the girl that’s tried before
You don’t have to try again
I’ll try for us both
You can wake your heart up again

~ Sakari

Poem # 5

We think of additions to our lives
More kids for you and myself
Immediately, we both want more
The process should be held on to

~ Sakari

Poem # 6

This is cool
This is a performance
With an opening act that promises
To notice you from the crowd

~ Sakari

Poem # 7

Break the rules to our roles
We don’t need to be like everyone else
We don’t need everyone to see us
We can go outside together, when it rains

~ Sakari

Your First (Outerlude)

I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything
I want to be the first one to never leave you
The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you
The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night
The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest
The first one to catch your tears in my hand
***
I want to be the first to explore
your imagination

~ Sakari

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Poetry From My Book, “SkyBird” – Strawberry Moon (Chapter)

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Poem # 1

Can I be a healthy obsession

The unauthorized thoughts

That stay in her mind

~ Sakari

Poem # 2

The way she turns to face the wall

The way I picture the little light

The night scene gives her room

~ Sakari

Poem # 3

There was only once

That I took you away

We both went unnoticed

~ Sakari

Poem # 4

How bad is it going to be

When my world ends

Lying beside you

~ Sakari

Poem # 5

Every chain that once held me

Unshackled themselves

Once you reached for me

~ Sakari

Poem # 6

No one gets to

No one gets her

~ Sakari

Poem # 7

Glitter that stays on her fingers

Her attraction is magical

~ Sakari

Poem # 8

Visions that I wished matched

Her clear reflection from a small puddle

In my hands

~ Sakari

Poem # 9

There she is, drying all my night’s rain

How could I ever escape this hollow

Without her

~ Sakari


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My Poetry Book Preview – Recoded # 2

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Close To Being With You

Extreme measures
Our resistance loses its band
We’re losing support
From one another

~ Sakari

I lose myself in moments
At the thought of you
You’re the highlight of all my secrets
If only we could have met
So much younger

~ Sakari

Do I belong here
The way they look at me
I can’t tell if it’s from interest
Or disturbance

~ Sakari

I’m out of place
I’m a shadow in a room
Full of light and life
I’m undead

~ Sakari

I used to be able to cry
Now I can’t even force it out
Unwilling and unable
My emotions disobey me

~ Sakari

Just when I wanted to give up
You needed me
And then I smiled to your smile

~ Sakari


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52 Minutes Ago

All the time I want to ignore
This winter feeling in my chest
Your phone keeps you frozen
The blue light directly in your face

~ Sakari

And then you became someone else
A new form completely
I was so glad to know you
This new you

~ Sakari

Be wherever you want
I was going to meet you there in thought
Across the world wasn’t so bad
In the sky for hours to greet your hands

~ Sakari

My poetry moves from your push
The motivation I probably needed
Don’t go back into the sky, anytime soon
Don’t go back to the stars

~ Sakari

Can I be your countdown
Starting from nine
But never reaching zero
Showcasing your dimples
At the thought of me

~ Sakari

The way I’m so behind
I’m catching up with a Sagittarius
She hasn’t said a word yet
Just acknowledging me with her eyes

~ Sakari


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Slow Days

When I leave my head down
I see you lifting my chin up
In the palm of your cuddle hand
Suddenly…I believe it all again

~ Sakari

No more girls
No more stress
No more trying to figure things out
No more finding myself

~ Sakari

She leaves and I find you
You leave and she sends a message
Maybe I should turn my phone off
And spend the whole day in bed

~ Sakari

Haven’t had anyone
Touch my heart and mean it
A shard in the palm of their hand
I didn’t mean it

~ Sakari

What’s to need
That’s another human being
I can’t wait for myself to pretend
That it’s all worth it another round

~ Sakari

Of course she says hi
What does that do for me
I respond and let her in
What does that do for me

~ Sakari


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My Poetry Book Preview – Recoded: #1

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Never Waiting To Exhale (Interlude)

Am I allowed to see you this way
Do I have your permission to daydream
To lay beside you in a summer’s field
And tell you, how much I hate the summer
***
You have a balanced look
Of ambition and amazement
I let it go, every time I exhale
No point of waiting, I exhale
No point of anxiety, I exhale
The moment I take in your image, I exhale
***
Captured, but I can’t say it enough
I never asked to be released from this trance
Who needs a soul when I have eyes
Can I just talk to your spirit instead

~ Sakari

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Thank You For Being Beautiful (Interlude)

To tell you you’re beautiful
Is to tell winter it’s cold
***
To tell you you’re beautiful
Is to hold the sunlight in one’s hand
***
To tell you you’re beautiful
Is to land a shot, on a stationed target
***
It’s obvious that the wind blows during a storm
And that night is always after day
Just as I am after you, hand and foot
If you were to pass my way
***
(An inspired poem by you — thank you for being beautiful)

~ Sakari

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My Only Star In The Sky (Interlude)

I didn’t know
When you went away
That I would lose this much
Track of time
So much is gone from me now
So little left to complain about
***
My only star in the sky
On a napless night, you are
Resting in my mind, like you aren’t
Working the night shift
Taking away my attention
From the moon towards the disgrace
So distant, let’s not be that anymore
So maintained, let’s not blame life again
***
Even if we know each other
Let’s build all over again
You’ve been outgrowing me
I’ve been unsure about other things
Call it a waste of time
And be back beside me
***
My only star in the sky
On a napless night, you are
Resting in my mind, like you aren’t
Working the night shift
Taking away my attention
From the moon towards the disgrace
So distant, let’s not be that anymore
So maintained, let’s not blame life again

~ Sakari

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Manifest – Web Novel: (Chapters 13-18)

Chapters 1-6

Chapters 7-12


Chapter 13

My father finally went to bed, not truly knowing if he was sleep, though he was back in the room, after talking with me and my mother, for over and hour. It was a quarter past three now.

My mother stayed in the front room with me, asking me a countless number of times, was I okay. I made sure to tell her every time, that I was. I promised her that me, her, and my father, could go to the police station in the morning, if they actually heard me out, no matter what I told them, or how crazy it sounded. My mother agreed, though my dad needed time to himself. I understood.

My dad wanted immediate action. He wanted to get the ball rolling, knowing that his daughter was taken away by some stranger. That’s all he needed to hear. Though there was more to the story. Much more. But only my mother was willing to listen to the rest, with my dad leaving their bedroom door cracked, as he went back to bed. He couldn’t hide his frustration.

I started off from the school setting with my mother, with her telling me that she was notified about the school shooting, and that the school called her, telling her that they alerted all parents to stay away from the school grounds until further notice. She said the police spoke to them as well. I made sure to correct her though, informing her that she had only gotten one side of the story.

I took in a deep inhale, and released an even deeper exhale, before telling her everything. She sat there the entire time listening to me, squinting her eyes the more she heard, what probably sounded like, fan fiction to her. But it was a truth I lived.

When I was done, she got up out of her chair and hugged me. A surprising move. She didn’t say anything, she just hugged me. She didn’t even let me go right away. I stood up while she was still hugging me, placing my arms around her as well. I told her that I was warned not to come back home, as they could be placed in grave danger as well. She told me she knew. Her answer startled me.

You do? I asked her. She didn’t answer. I couldn’t quite see her face, as she was still holding me tightly. And I didn’t want to pull away from her, not quite yet, knowing that she was worried. However, I couldn’t quite help but feel a chill amongst my body, once she said those last words. Truthfully…I was frozen. Something was wrong.

My mother slightly moved shortly after, though I still couldn’t move. For whatever reason, I just couldn’t. My body though…my body jerked. I felt strong pressure in my back, followed by wetness. My mother slowly released me after this.

Chapter 14

My legs got weak first, and then my body. I dropped to the floor. I felt so tired. So numb. So quickly scared. What was happening?

Touching my back for a second time, my hand drew back…blood. My mother…my…my mother…my mother stabbed me.

Looking up at her, was she really my mother? She watched me lay on my stomach, bleeding from my back. I grew more and more fatigue, trying to concentrate on her. My vision…my vision even started to deteriorate. The room spent in the meantime.

My mother gained a devilish smirk, with my father being seen in the background, coming out of his bedroom, with the same smirk. He even held the baseball bat in his hand, hanging over his shoulder. He took his place beside my mother. These weren’t my parents.

My dad spoke, squatting down to lower himself closer to me. He told me with the most evilest smile…the coldest, yet, proud tone, to go to sleep. Let go. I felt a tear leave the corner of my eye.

I closed my eyes, as I didn’t want my last memory to be of these imposters, that looked like my parents. I now waited, for either of them to deliver the final blow. I should have listened to Gabriel. How did everything change for me, in the course of a day? Just twelve hours ago…I was…I was…

My train of thought was broken, the sound of glass shattering. But I felt nothing new. No other source of pain. Just tons of pressure coming from my back still. I slowly opened my eyes, seeing my mother stagger, with a blue glowing object, impaled into the side of her stomach. The object was shaped like some sort of arrow.

The glow from the arrow was so bright, like a mass of physical energy. I could see my mother’s blood quickly soaking her shirt, with my dad turned around, facing my mother. His face tightens, with a slight look of surprise. My mother’s hand extends out to him, before…

A massive explosion goes off from the glowing arrow, sliding my body across the floor, against the kitchen wall not too far behind me. I manage to hit my side, and not the knife that was jammed in my back. Landing back on the floor, I see that the explosion knocked my father back as well, with him barely getting back up. However, my mother…what was left of her, was spread across the ceiling and floor.

One of my mother’s arms laid rest in the corner of the front room, with half of my mother’s head closer to the front door. Her abdomen was completely gone, with her legs still held together, and her lower half ending up not too far from me.

Wanting to throw up, I coughed instead. I coughed up blood. I was sub-coming to my injury, this was obvious. I was gonna die.

My imposter dad picked back up his knife, standing in front of the door with his weapon ready, as if he was waiting for someone to open it. He unlocked the door to ensure of that. He snarled, an inhumane sound, with a demonic voice that echoed the phrase, c’mon on in you little bitch!

Looking at the door, I couldn’t see who he was talking about. Though his head bounced from the door and the damaged window, meaning he was seeing his advisary.

Soon after…he freaked out. Rushing to the door and opening it, then closing it, he looked around as if he had lost something. He looked slightly frighten by this. He asked out loud, “where did she go,” as if his target had vanished. Though soon after, he turned his attention back to me.

He marched over to me, telling me that he was just going to hurry up and kill me, so that the benefits of his wife’s failure, could be reaped. He raised his bat as he got closer to me, ready to slam the damn thing down on me. I attempted to crawl away, but my body was too heavy now, for me to even move. I didn’t close my eyes this time.

I looked right up at the demon who wore my father’s skin, knowing that by some chance…I wouldn’t die like this. Though I waited for my death blow. However, a strong glow of light came through the wall across the room. The wall that held the front room together. The wall with no door attached to it. The burst of light, the same similar light that destroyed my mom, impaled him in the back, without doing any damage to wall it magical phased through. The demon jerked upon impact, holding his arms in place in mid air.

Shortly after, the demon exploded with energy, just as my imposter mother did. He was pieces across the living room. I closed my eyes and covered my face, just in the nick of time.

Chapter 15

I waited for the hidden one to reveal themselves. I watched as a little girl, looking to be around Mykel’s age, approached the now unconscious Mykel. She entered the house by walking through the wall, as if it wasn’t even there. She didn’t use a single door or window. She was like a specter or something. There was no evidence of her arrival.

At first the little girl held a massive blue bow, with the string glowing in the form of a line of burning blue energy. The bow then disappeared, in just a single blink of my eye. She made her way to Mykel, who seemed to have a knife plunged into her back. I could see her stained soaked shirt, from where I hid, behind the doorway of the fat guy’s bedroom. She was dying. I could feel her life force depleting.

The little girl yanked the knife out of Mykel’s back, showing Mykel’s body inch off the floor, and then drop back down. The stranger’s hands then glowed blue, like the energy arrow that killed the previous two demons. She hovered these blue hands over Mykel’s wound, with her wound glowing blue as well now.

I quickly rushed from around the corner now, pointing the barrel of both ends of my guns, at the fighter. I demanded that she stepped away from Mykel, calling Mykel in this instance, “the girl.” The stranger told me that she couldn’t do that. I took the safety off both my Magnums.

I told her that I wasn’t going to ask her again, before I riddled her back with bullets. Those arrows she shot were familiar, as they were coated in destruction magic. So was the stranger’s hands now.

The stranger told me that she couldn’t step away from Mykel, because she was healing her. I took a closer look at Mykel’s wound, from where I was standing. She was right. The glowing wound, was nearly closed completely. Her magic was saving Mykel.

I slowly lowered my guns, putting one up, but not fully trusting the magical stranger, to holster the second one. However, my mind was settled enough now, to realize who, I mean, what, she was. She was using Divinity Grace to heal Mykel, meaning that she was a Divinity Wielder. A secret race, or coven, of magical mortals, that were blessed with the grace of actual angels. To sum it up, they were the angels’ cleaning crew, doing all their dirty work.

The girl’s hands stopped glowing, and so did the wound on Mykel’s back. She was healed. The teen girl took a sigh of relief, still on one knee as Mykel remained with her eyes closed, on her stomach.

The magical mortal, acting as if I wasn’t in the room with her, lifted Mykel into her arms, fully standing up now, as she carried the unconscious teen. She made her way towards the front door, forcing me to place the barrel of my right side arm, into her direction. She heard the safety leave the gun, once again, as she stopped moving, because of this.

With her back facing me, I eased my way a short walking distance behind her, not choosing to be in her arm’s reach, though standing behind her, as she remained still, in front of the closed door.

I asked the girl where she was going with Mykel, with the magical mortal telling me, that Mykel was better off with her. I responded as calmly as possible, telling her to put Mykel down, or take a bullet to the back of the head. She refused.

I drew my second gun, aiming my second side arm, towards the middle of her back. I told her I would shoot her in the spine first, and before Mykel would fall out of her arms, that I would shoot her in the back of the head next, warning her that Mykel and her, would hit the floor only seconds apart. She didn’t reply in the way I thought she would.

The magical mortal spoke up, telling me without even turning around to look at me, that I was too sloppy to keep watch over Mykel. She further stated that I almost brought about the end of days because of my careless ways, and because of that, she was not going to leave Mykel here with me. That was the answer she gave me, and it was time…to give my response.

Chapter 16

Little girl or not, i’ve done worst. That’s why I was fighting for my soul now. That’s why I was Heaven’s hound dog as well, with lesser privileges than the pussy cats that this girl belonged to.

My finger itched to pull the trigger, and I was about to scratch that itch. That was until I felt the presence of two other magical beings, their aura being similar to the Divinity Wielder in front of me. Pointing my right gun towards the kitchen, I watched as another Divinity Wielder phase shifted through the wall, being unaffected by its physics. He remained in place when he saw that I had a barrel pointed at him, with his upper body nearly coming through the wall.

I told the son of a bitch not to move, saying it just like that. However, the third one’s energy went faint. I couldn’t pinpoint where…

And behind me, he was. His voice only a short distance away from my neck, with him telling me to lower my weapons, or he was going to blow my head off. I could hear the radiating energy come from his glowing arrow. Still, I refused his demand. Though I didn’t move, I didn’t fight back either. I did nothing.

The Divinity Wielder still in the wall, spoke up. Being more “adult looking” in age, he wore a similar all white robe like uniform that the teen girl sported as well, requesting for the guy behind, calling him by his name, Aaron, to lower his weapon. Aaron challenged his order, reminding him that I had a gun pointed toward him, and the girl, calling her by her name as well I assumed. He called her Keonna.

Their general, I also assumed, reminded him back, that they didn’t come to this place for war. They came to make sure the girl, referring to Mykel, didn’t suffer at the hand of the Watcher demons. Keonna jumped in, looking over her shoulder at me, but not turning around. She spoke up, stating that it was only because of her that the demons didn’t kill Mykel.

Their general told Keonna that he understood, though he requested that not only Aaron discharged his bow, but for Keonna to place Mykel down. This four eyed bastard was talking my language.

Their general repeated himself, still in a calm voice. He held both of his hands out, in a surrendering motion, as his head bounced between his two subordinates, and then to me. He made sure I seen him, as he slowly took full steps through the wall, entering the kitchen. He speaks to his comrades while doing so, stating that “I,” referring to me again, was only scared, and that the only thing I wanted, was to take the girl and leave. The room was quiet for a moment.

Shortly after his words, Keonna slowly placed down Mykel, laying her on her side softly, before turning around to face us. Her face had attitude written all over it.

The glowing blue energy that radiated over my shoulder, burned out as well. I assumed that Aaron did as he was told as well.

And finally, their general lowered his hands, believing that the tension was low enough, for him to stand comfortably. I lowered my sidearms…slowly. Though I didn’t holster them, turning my body sideways to look at the asshole who was behind me. Aaron, looked at me with the same dirty look, I felt myself giving him.

In my background, I heard their leader, tell me that they were going to leave now, asking me to assist them. He states that back at their base, Mykel could finish her recovery. The look on Aaron’s face, as he looked back at his leader, was priceless. The saddened look of betrayal, was written, and visible on his stupid mug. Though he didn’t question his leader.

I looked down at Mykel, seeing that although her breathing appeared to have gotten better, she was still unconscious, with sweat coming down the sides of her face. Because of this, I agreed to go with them. However, I told him once Mykel was properly healed, that her and I were leaving. He swore on the angels, that they would do nothing…to stop us.

Chapter 17

We took some sort of underground tunnel to…nowhere, so far. Just a long and narrow tunnel. I don’t know how long we were walking. I could hear Keonna and the other Divinity Wielder, Aaron, whispering back and forth to each other, as they positioned themselves on the backend of the group.

Their conversation, went something like this, “Why was the commander bringing Gabriel along? Jeez, I don’t know, I’m just a stupid wall hacking bastard, who has to sneak up on his opponent, just to get a good kill in.” I hated that Aaron guy. I wish I had gas in this moment, i’d give them both something to talk about.

The two assholes referred to me as a “Tormented One,” which meant they knew more about me, than I expected. The angels don’t keep anything secrete anymore, do they? My business was just buzzing around upstairs.

Mykel had woken halfway there, walking on her own at this point. She didn’t say much, though i’m sure she remembered everything, as she wasn’t acting like her normal self. Her face did enough talking, with a mixture of sorrow and defeat.

The end of the tunnel finally came, and the five of us stood at the entrance of some sort of underground bunker. It was huge. There were wide doorways, that lead to…the hell if I knew. But yeah, these bastards had their own underground operation going on, with several other white robed bastards, walking about. They were all doing different things. Some where messing around with their bow, testing out the levels of energy they could store in it, from the looks of things. Others were testing out their gear in general, with a small group of Divinity Wielders holding some sort of glass orb, of glowing blue energy.

Their general saw me looking at the group, automatically assuming I was looking at the orb. He spoke to me, telling me that what they were holding, was a Divinity Bomb, a contained item of stored energy, that went broken, releases all the energy at once. The shit sounded painful.

Their captain turned to Keonna and Aaron, telling the two to take Mykel somewhere to replenish. I gave both of them a warning look, as if I was challenging them to disobey their leader’s order. He must have seen this look as well, because their general got my attention, placing his hand on my shoulder. He assured me once again, that everything would be okay. That Mykel and myself could leave, as soon as he was done speaking to me.

Aaron and Keonna did just what he said, with Keonna grabbing Mykel’s hand, and the three of them heading down a hall across from us, on the higher level that we were on. This place looked like the inside of an animated ant hole or something.

The two of us walked off, in the opposite direction. What the hell did this guy want to talk about with me?

My internal question was answered right away, as he told me right away, that he brought me down to their secret lair, to show me that neither of us, were threats to each other. I wasn’t sure why he was speaking for me though, as if he knew me or something. He was definitely wrong.

I had killed his kind before. Laid waste to multiple of those angelic “wanna-be’s.” Face shots with my sidearms. Decapitation with my blade. You name it. I was even on the verge of torturing one, one time.

The general added on that he could sense the Divinity energy coming from Mykel, and pointed out that he knew…that I could sense it too. I thought my senses was off when I first got around her, but he was right. Mykel was leaking Divinity energy.

He continued on, telling me that their division was eventually going to come for Mykel anyway, as she was one of their own. She was a Divinity Wielder. She just didn’t know it yet.

I cut him off, telling him to get to the point, as I was starting to lose my patience with him. The two of us stopped in front of an automated steel door, assuming that this door led to his room or something. It was much more fancy than the other doors. That, and their was a sign on the side of the door, pinned to the wall that said, “Captain O’land,” a stupid last name.

The bastard told me, that he was going to play the “waiting game,” but wanted me to assure him, that I would step aside, if Mykel came to them, wanting to harness her powers. I didn’t even reply to that stupid shit. I hated his kind, so I wasn’t about to answer no crap like that, let alone agree.

I gave O’land a dirty look, leaving him standing in place as I walked away, back into the direction we had came from. I called out for Mykel, getting the attention of the entire base, as I told her aloud, that we were now leaving. She came out of the short hallway that the other two fairies, had taken her down. Everyone watched, as the two of us went back down the exit.

Chapter 18

We walked back through the pizza place, and I couldn’t help myself. I damn near slammed the glass door shut, behind us. However, the owner’s face briefly popped into my head, and I nearly shitted on myself. This brought me to just closing the door, like a normal citizen.

I didn’t even let Mykel walk far before I asked her in a slow, yet annoyed tone, if she was crazy. It was something like this…(clears throat) ARE….YOU…INSANE? She didn’t answer back.

My voice jumped, as she stood there, with nothing to say. I reminded her how she had one job. One GOD DAMN ORDER! THE EASIEST FUCKING THING IN THE WORLD! TO SIT BACK, AND LAY LOW!!!! Why she couldn’t do that, was beyond me, as she didn’t even have any sorts of answers for me.

It wasn’t until I pointed out how she could have been killed, that I got a proper reaction out of her. She made eye contact with me, for the first time, in this conversation. Though she was sad. I could see it in her face. This brought my voice down. I mean, my voice just completely dropped. I almost had nothing else to say. This girl was obviously traumatized. Fucked up, over the course of these first twelve hours alone. And she had to go an entire year like this?

I broke the ice between us, telling her that I would stay up for a little bit and be watch, just in case she wanted to rest, or time to herself. She took my words with her, immediately turning away and going into her room, down the employee hall, right before the basement, where my room was.

The door to her room didn’t slam, though I did hear it lock. I should’ve never yelled at her in the first place. But something told me, that she wasn’t bothered by my loud tone. She probably didn’t hear me at all. It was as if, she wasn’t even there, when she looked at me. I was talking to an empty vessel at that point. This…this wasn’t for her. It was barely even for me.

I remembered when I first converted to the other side. When I first died. When I first was introduced…to demons. To be honest, she was getting off easy, compared to me…


Author’s Note: I just published my poetry collection, Sunset Beach. Check the link below to be directed to my LinkTree account, giving you the choice of what platform you would like to download/read it on.

Is it time for the sun to set already
It doesn’t feel like
I’ve been spending all day with you
***
You’ve been thanking me
With smiles all day
I can’t say goodbye to you

~ Sakari

Poetry Pack: Three Interludes – 10/20

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Casual Winds (Interlude)

Who’s not picking you in their dreams?

Who’s not acknowledging every echo from your voice?

River streams to the ear

You have to be whispering somewhere close

It’s underneath my own skin

These words that I’m just saying

You have to be more than just my inspiration

But no matter what anyone else is saying

I spill portions of my heart’s potion

Thinking of you

~ Sakari


Photo by Alrick Gillard on Unsplash

Until My Days End (Interlude)

What efforts do you need

My heart has pen and paper ready

My soul has your link

I only need your permission

Does the edge of a night’s shore

Sound like a plan to you

I’m asking because my life force

Cannot sustain another year without you

After seeing that you exist

~ Sakari


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Won’t Forget Your Waves (Interlude)

So jealous I’m not in your bed
Upset that I’ve caught you so late
When are you really going to bed
Can I get you to stay up late
***
Won’t change my mind if you say yes
I’ve been locked inside these thoughts for days
Like seeing you come my way isn’t natural for me
Not questioning if I can keep you in your room for days
***
Is it mine or your waves
That will lead us in direction
I want to know what I don’t know about you
I can see myself with you, in every direction

~ Sakari


Author’s Notes: For more poetry by me, just check out my LinkTree link below. Here, you can find access to my poetry ebooks, and even fantasy fiction by me (if you’d like). Quick reads all across, so i’m never taking up too much of your time 🙂

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