I had to…
I had to…
I had to suffer multiple heartaches
Before I understood
Every girl has a type
And it’s less than often, the misunderstood
Her beauty resembles Megan Good
The guy she didn’t know she wanted
Asked her, “What’s good?”
Before I could
She got with him
Leaving my feelings…misunderstood
When those girls would leave me
The Darkness made sure I was good
Pulled down my hood
And held me closer, than any girl could
I cried to this same darkeness
Telling her…
She made my feelings feel…misunderstood
My darkness took the shape of a woman
I live by the deadliest sin, Envy
I use my eyes for lust
Her body is the only thing I trust
I’m not mad, I’m just stuck
Her darkness is cold, on the outside looking in
Not everyone deserves love…
I begged to be out of the cold
And the only one who ever answered
Wanted my soul
Sold.
Her darkness is cold
On the outside looking in
Not everyone deserves love
My skies quickly turn, from rain to snow
And in my eyes, it shows
*Sakari*
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