I never saw the day coming
When she would get tired
Of going through my phones.
Looking me in my eyes
She told me
She knew I was lying.
My ex, my ex
I’ve been trashing how you feel
But I can clean us up.
If you’re really over me and the women
And me trying to keep you and the women
I can let go of the ladder half.
I’m only twenty-eight, not understanding
That you’re thirty-five
And too forgiving.
You’ve been off and on with me, since I was nineteen
You know about every girl that had me
Broke my heart, and now you have me.
So you understand, that I can’t just trust one
Making excuses for me, to your friends
You haven’t gotten tired, of defending me, to your friends…
*My 9 Year Ex ~ Sakari*
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