She’s just walking to work
And they’re trying to stop her
She’s just on the phone with me
And those guys wanna be her “friend”
Asking for her number, she tells them she’s interested in me
Asking for someone to confide into, she confides into me
Every since I’ve came to Michigan
Guys act like they’ve never seen
An Arizona girl.
Every since she moved out here with me
Guys act like they’ve never seen
A mixed girl.
Mixed with Native and Mexican
So many guys want the girl
I won’t give my damaged heart to.
So many guys think
They can show her more
Than I’ve ever shown her.
I walk around with a backpack
But no books in it.
I just wanna hospitalize every flunky
That wants her time
Guys wanna know why I’m so short tempered
If she’s just my friend
In my feelings I am, can’t nobody have
What I’ve already had.
She’s just sending me money
While she’s at work
She’s just buying me lunch and dinner
And bringing it home to me
She’s just receiving compliments
While cleaning at the bar
She’s just telling me how uninterested she is
In every guy she meets
Every since I tried to hospitalize
The last guy she touched, after me
She won’t move on.
Every since I bought a new set of blades
I’ve been anxious
For bloodshed.
So many lames trying to be in our circle
I know they all wanna be
In her bed.
I can’t show them what we do when I have the time
I can’t show her that I haven’t
Actually changed.
I walk around with a backpack
But no books in it.
I just wanna hospitalize every flunky
That wants her time
Guys wanna know why I’m so short tempered
If she’s just my friend
In my feelings I am, can’t nobody have
What I’ve already had.
*Creep Steps ~ Sakari*
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