I Don’t Mind Ending My Brother For You: I’ll Always Protect You — A Sneak Peek At My Dark Fantasy Series, “How Long Is Endless”

A Dark Fantasy Series

EXT. DOWNTOWN/CENTRAL HUB — NIGHTFALL (CONT’D)

Connor and Autumn match each other running up a tall building. Their speed is unbelievable to the mortal eye, but the two are able to track each other’s movement with ease.

Connor strikes first again, leaving Autumn on defense as he evades another attack punch from Connor and slams him into the building with a grappling counter. Connor quickly summons a set of glaives behind Autumn and charges them through the air.

Autumn flashes out of the way of the glaives, allowing the glaives to attempt to impale his younger brother instead. Connor shifts into his purple mist form, avoiding the glaives as well before shifting back into his physical form, upon touching the city’s hub ground again.

Autumn appears before his younger brother as well.

AUTUMN: We’re going to alert the entire city brother. Please Connor, let’s stop this foolishness.

Connor breathes a series of heavy breaths.

CONNOR: You’re so full of it, Autumn. We can’t stop. We just can’t. Don’t you get it? You’re gonna be dad’s little puppet for however long he wants you to be. You’re not going to have any freedom or mind your own. Well that certainly isn’t the life for me.

Connor glances back and looks at Jolyn. Her eyes show concern. Connor then places his attention back on his elder brother.

CONNOR: If dad wants her dead, you tell him to find a way into this realm and do it himself. Otherwise, brother, I’m going to shred you into pieces over her.

Autumn’s voice finally jumps.

AUTUMN: You’ll do what!?

In the mist of his voice jumping, Autumn flashes back into range of Connor. Trailing nearly beside Autumn, are two waves of magic energy streams that blend with purple lightning. Connor or Jolyn didn’t catch when Autumn’s superior speed cast these magic waves.

Connor shifted into his mist form again, only giving him enough time to avoid the two blasts as he launched himself into the air. The timer on Connor’s mist form runs out, turning him back into his physical manifestation just as Autumn leaps into the air, and catches him by the throat.

CONNOR: (Gargles) Fuck!

Autumn quickly forms a dark orb of magic and blasts it into Connor’s stomach. The blast shoots Connor backwards through the air, having him crash into a nearby building in the process. The hub’s destruction is starting to become more and more outright.

Jolyn turns her fire powers on, getting ready to aid her lover. However, her power jumping, draws the attention of Autumn.

Autumn shoots down from the air and flies in her direction. A stream of mist attempts to catch up to him at a fast rate, leaving Autumn to glance and notice as he feels the surge of magic energy following him. Autumn ignores this and keeps going for Jolyn.

Jolyn braces herself, before expelling a strong stream of dark flames into the direction of the immortal. Autumn dives directly into the flames and a loud yelp is heard shortly after.

EXT. DOWNTOWN/CENTRAL HUB — NIGHTFALL (CONT’D)

Connor stands in place, now back in flesh form. The aftermath shows flames still burning against the ground, and two figures in the distance.

Autumn holds Jolyn by the throat, leaving her feet to dangle away from the ground. Connor is cautious about his next move.

Jolyn struggles, with Autumn simply looking at his younger brother as he effortlessly holds her in place.

AUTUMN: It can be over now, brother. All of it. We can go back to father, and I can speak to him about forgiving you. No more conflict has to be.

Autumn places his attention on the struggling Reborn.

AUTUMN: Her life, and it all goes back to normal. The past is made up for, and the future is saved.

Autumn places his attention back on Connor.

AUTUMN: Afterall, you were the one who started this plague.

A portal opens on the ground behind Autumn, unleashing a glaive that instantly pierces through Autumn’s back and chest. Autumn gasps and looses his grip on Jolyn.

Jolyn collapses to the ground, landing on her knees as she grabs her throat with a series of coughs to follow. She watches as a series of glaives come out of portals that quickly manifest from the ground all around Autumn.

In every direction, Autumn suffers impalement. Autumn yelps in pain.

Connor uses his super speed to get to Jolyn, helping her back to her feet. He wants to hold her, though he senses a strong disturbance in energy beside them.

Connor jolts Jolyn and himself away from Autumn. A massive purple storm erupts from Autumn, along with an echoing yell.

The echoing yell turns into a monstrous roar, and underneath that roar, the dark storm clears and unveils Autumn in his monstrous form. He towers in the distance of his younger brother and his true target.

The glaives are gone from Autumn’s new body. Autumn belches out a roar that stutters the ground around them. Connor steps forward, accepting his brother’s challenge, though Jolyn grabs him by the arm.

JOLYN: Connor, no. This is all too much. We can run together. We can get as far away as possible. I just…

Tears start to form in Jolyn’s eyes. Connor catches this, unable to turn his head elsewhere in this moment.

JOLYN: I just don’t want him hurting you, any further. I don’t want you to risk your existence for me.

Connor releases himself from Jolyn’s grip with a light tug. Jolyn respects his wish, watching as he removes himself from her.

CONNOR: Don’t you get it, Jolyn? It’s because of you I have an existence. You are the second person ever to give me this. I failed the woman I loved once before and now…

Connor takes his place in front of Jolyn, as if he is protecting her from his elder brother’s sight, and challenging the mighty beast before them, at the same time.

A flashing memory of Connor’s previous lover smiles in his head. This memory transforms into Jolyn and her own smile at the café.

CONNOR: I have someone new to love. Someone I won’t just watch my brother kill. I’ll kill him over and over again, for you.

Connor turns halfway to place his attention on Jolyn.

CONNOR: When this is all over, we’ll go anywhere in the world together. Anywhere you’d like. I just want the rest of my eternity to linger with you.

EXT. DOWNTOWN/CENTRAL HUB — NIGHTFALL (CONT’D)

There’s worry in Jolyn’s eyes. Connor’s eyes disregard this, signaling for her to trust his words. Her expression refuses to change.

She grips at his hands, though Connor lightly pulls away, going into the direction of his elder brother. Ready to face the monster ahead, Connor super leaps off the ground, bursting into a glide that directs him in the path of his levitating opponent.

Autumn’s fiend form breaks its neutral stance, reading its claw to swing. Connor continues his trajectory, going at his elder brother with full force.

The fiend nearly connects, with Connor placing his arms up to protect the side of his body that would suffer from the impact. The attack nearly lands, going through Connor instead of damaging him. Connor is confused.

The massive image of the fiend vanishes, resembling that of an illusion. Connor stops his glide as quick as he can, scanning the sky around him as he remains above ground.

Jolyn screams for him.

JOLYN: Connor!!

Connor is unable to react fast enough, swiftly turning around only to get impaled in the chest. A blue dagger is held in Autumn’s hand, with the receiving end being placed inside of Connor.

Connor becomes motionless, staring into his brother’s face as he awaits an explanation.

AUTUMN: It was the only way of stopping father from dealing with you, brother. The dagger that father once didn’t entrust in either of us…he entrusted in me.

Connor begins to gasp as he notices something start to change upon him. His skin begins to turn blue with small trickles of frost forming on him. Jolyn clutches her mouth with her hands as she watches the two levitate in the air, now at the climax of their battle.

AUTUMN: I wanted things to be different between us. I really did. But…the heart you don’t even have…those false feelings inside of you…lead you astray.

The ice starts to encase Connor at a more rapid paste, becoming thicker as everything is affected by the magical frost effects of the dagger, except the impalement area where the dagger still resides.

Connor gives Autumn a look of betrayal, though he cannot speak. Autumn fights back tears until he can’t anymore, holding the back of his brother’s neck with his hand.

AUTUMN: I love you, brother.

Autumn shoves the dagger deeper into Connor. Connor jerks and his entire body becomes a block of ice. He begins to plummet out the sky shortly after, with his brother watching as his younger brother eventually slams onto the ground, shaking the surface without shattering.

The extinction of vampires, known as Reborns, was a promise. Sent to be Death Dealers of their own kind, Connor and his elder brother Autumn, slaughter those who carry the less fortunate blood of vampires. Being Immortals — vampires with a pureblood lineage, they’ve been able to achieve this with ease. That is until Connor falls in love with a Reborn, turning the brothers against one another, as the elder brother wants to see their mission through, while the younger brother…wants to follow the guidance of his soul.

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How Long Is Endless: Volume 1 by Sakari Lacross

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Double Poetry Pack: Sparkling Sheets/Symbolic Visuals


Photo by Rosa Rafael on Unsplash

Poem # 1

Every way possible

It has to be us

No matter where it goes

Can we talk a little longer

~ Sakari

Poem # 2

As long as your door never closes

As long as you’re open for invitation

As long as I can be

I’ll foreal be

~ Sakari

Poem # 3

My hopes leap

That’s how they get high

I’ve skipped my last two blunts

These are sober thoughts

~ Sakari

Poem # 4

She has to leave out of the country

She asks me do I mind

She says if I need to find someone closer for now

She understands

~ Sakari


Photo by Allef Vinicius on Unsplash

Poem # 5

Take away beautiful dreams

And drawn-out rainy nights

Give away my senses

With blind folds around my eyes

And maybe your awareness of me

Will suddenly appear

~ Sakari

Poem # 6

Starting over

Seems like a small request

A simple response

For an effortless search

As magic touches underneath our feet

Allowing both of us to skate

On top of the 12:36am

~ Sakari

Poem # 7

They all lie

Those who said that you

Weren’t up to part

You’ve been the missing piece

A divinity remembrance

~ Sakari

Poem # 8

I cannot imagine you

Without purple flowers

Growing at your feet

You mean just that much

To my imagination

~ Sakari

Poem #9

Something to believe in

I keep seeing you in

Everything you wear and post

I keep seeing you

When I put my phone down

~ Sakari

Poem # 10

There can’t be any risks

Without caution signs

I never looked for a thing

Outside of your eyes

~ Sakari


Author Notes: I’m putting together my own e-commence store. My books, being digital products, will have their own safe haven to be in, instead of being split amongst many places. I’m taking absolute control over my career, being more of an entrepreneur than “author.”

Manifest – Web Novel: Chapters 1-6

Chapter 1

The chapter opens with ninth grader Mykel and her best friend, Riley, walking down the hallway with their books in hand. The hallways are briefly crowded as everyone seems to be headed in the same direction.

RILEY: I wonder what’s for lunch today.

MYKEL: Hopefully it’s not spaghetti and meatballs again. I can still feel my stomach turning to the mere thought of eating it again.

RILEY: (Snickers) Oh yeah. I almost forgot about your encounter with the “Lunch Ladies’ special” the last time it was up for grabs. You had two other choices though. You should’ve just grabbed the chicken salad like I did.

MYKEL: Well, i’m never making that mistake again.

Mykel and Riley are passing a poster on the wall, when suddenly Riley stops her. Riley’s eyes are glued to the poster at this point.

RILEY: Oh…my…god.

MYKEL: What? What is it?

RILEY: (Points to the poster) The fall festival. It’s coming.

MYKEL: Fall festival?

Riley nods her head.

RILEY: It’s when the school gets together to host events after school from four to eight. It’s only one day a year but it’s topped off at the end with a dance at 6:30.

MYKEL: That’s…cool…I guess.

RILEY: (A male voice unintentionally speaks from behind them at the same time as her, saying the exact same phrase) It’s better than cool.

Riley and Mykel both turn around to see an older and taller male student approaching them, his arm reaching for the poster as well as his finger lands on a piece of text.

STUDENT: (Speaks by himself) It’s one of the rare events we have where students of all grades that attend high school, get to hang out together. Freshman and Senior alike. This’ll be my brother’s first time attending this event as well, assuming you two are both freshman as well.

RILEY: (Jumps to answer) Of course we are. (Holds her hand out for a handshake) I’m Riley.

The older student shakes her hand with a smirk on his face.

STUDENT: Josh. Nice to meet you. (Looks at Mykel with his other hand out, as Riley has yet to let go of his hand out of excitement) And you are?

Mykel is hesitant to shake Josh’s hand, looking at Riley first. Riley gives her a justified look before Mykel shakes his hand.

MYKEL: (Fakes a short laugh) Sorry, i’m not much of a hand shaker.

JOSH: Oh? So you’re a hugger instead?

Josh goes in for a hug on Mykel. Mykel takes a step back and Josh stops in mid motion.

JOSH: (CONT’D)(Smiles) Just kidding. Welcome to your first week at Manifest High. I try to greet all the freshman; I don’t want them to think that any of the high school terror stories they might have heard, are true. (Looks around the hallway with his head) I’ve been trying to convince my little brother the same thing. He’s around here somewhere. Shy kid, but he has a really good heart. Oh well. It was nice meeting you both, and if I don’t see either of you around anytime soon, I at least hope to introduce you two to my kid brother, he’s terrible at making friends.

Riley’s mouth is nearly left open in amazement as Josh walks off with a wave down the hallway.

RILEY: (Squints in excitement, attempting to maintain her composure) Oh my god, this is so cool!

MYKEL: What? What’s so cool?

RILEY: Us! We met a Senior on our first week of school! A senior who is actually kind, sweet and very, very attractive.

MYKEL: Oh please.

Mykel walks off and Riley follows. The girls turn into another hallway.

RILEY: What? You don’t think he’s cute? I thought I was going to have to go to the fall festival with hopes that I could meet a senior there. But now i’ve already met a Senior, so I can just show up and hang out with him and his friends if I wanted to. Or hopefully just him.

MYKEL: Boys are a complete waste of time. I’m more concerned about band practice. Besides, Riley, he is way older than the both of us.

RILEY: Only about three years older. Besides, older guys are way hotter and way more mature than the boys around our age. Who wants to date the same losers we were in the eight grade with?

The two girls head into the school’s cafeteria.

Chapter 2

The school bell rings, and Riley enters the classroom as Mykel is on her way out.

RILEY: Good luck with Ms.Kane’s class. She has a surprise test for you just waiting.

MYKEL: I don’t think it was supposed to be a surprise. She kept hinting at it all day yesterday during the first civil war reading. You probably just weren’t paying her any attention.

Riley gives Mykel a dumb look.

RILEY: It’s not my fault she’s so damn boring.

MALE VOICE: Mykel.

Mr.Isenberg, a tall man with no hair on the top of his head, yet, grey thin hairs on the side of his head, approached the two.

MYKEL: Yes, Mr.Isenberg?

MR.ISENBERG: Even though the school year has just started, you’ve shown a lot of promise. Keep up the good work.

MYKEL: Thank you sir. I love math. It isn’t that hard. Every new equation is just a stepping stone from the last one.

MR.ISENBERG: I wish other kids caught on just as fast as you. By the way, were you doing anything after school?

Riley and Mykel look at each other.

MYKEL: No, I wasn’t.

MR.ISENBERG: Great, then would you mind staying after to help me grade papers? I would offer you extra credit but you don’t seem to need it.

MYKEL: (Smiles) No problem, i’ll just have to call my parents and let them know that i’m staying after.

MR.ISENBERG: Great. And Riley, you’re not too far behind in your studies from Mykel. If you wanted to, you could stay after as well with her.

RILEY: (Slowly nods her head in an unhumorous fashion) Sure, I guess. I’ll call my parents too.

MR.ISENBERG: Thank you girls so much. Hope to see you two after the last bell.

Chapter 3

Mykel leaves the classroom with her phone in hand as her books are weighted in her free arm. Riley follows behind her, books in hand as well.

MYKEL: (Speaks into phone) Hey mom, you’re probably sleep. Taking another one of your cat naps, I’m sure, so i’ll just leave you this message. I’ll text you too, so you don’t forget. I know your medication has you drowsy. Anyway, i’m calling to inform you that i’ll be staying after, so don’t wait up for me. I should be at home by seven at the latest, the math teacher has asked me to help him grade papers. Anyway, love you, bye. (Tries to hand Riley the phone) You need to call your parents?

RILEY: (Shakes her head) As if. I hate keeping my parents in my business. I barely get any privacy as is. Parents can be so annoying.

MYKEL: They can, but i’m sure your parents just care about you a lot. You know, trying to keep you safe?

RILEY: From what? All the smothering they do? No thank you.

Riley spots Josh changing classrooms from a distance, further down the hallway.

RILEY(CONT’D): By the way things are looking, the less they know, the better.

Mykel smirks and shakes her head.

MYKEL: I’ll see you after class.

RILEY: You betcha.

Riley goes back into her math class and Mykel heads down the hallway for her next class.

Chapter 4

The final bell rings, and just as planned, Riley and Mykel, meet up in front of Mr.Isenberg’s classroom. Mr.Isenberg’s classroom is locked.

The lights are out, with no one in the room. Mykel looks down at her cellphone.

Mykel: It’s only two ‘o’ six. School just let out. Where the heck could Mr.Isenberg, have went already?

A small group of students walk by. Riley snaps to no one.

Riley: This is just great. We stay after, and Mr.Isenberg, isn’t here.

Mykel: Didn’t you say you didn’t have anything to do after school anyway?

Riley: Yeah, but he didn’t know that. I swear, if it wasn’t for-

Riley stops mid-sentence, at the sight of Josh, who walks up to the door the two girls are already seen standing in front of. He holds a smile on his face, at the two.

Josh: Hey Riley. Hey Mykel. Looks like Mr.Isenberg, has you two waiting?”

Mykel sighs.

Mykel: Yeah. I’m sure he’ll be back soon. The bell just rang not too long ago, so i’ll give it some time before I decide to go home.

Josh: Knowing him, he probably had to go run a quick errand. Though I think I seen his car outside still, some i’m sure he’s around campus somewhere.

Riley: So why lock the door? (Riley pulls on the classroom doorknob, with frustration) He knew we were coming. For a math teacher, he sure is stupid.

Josh: I think he’s quite cool and calculated. I mean, look at it from his point of view, what if he had hidden answers to an upcoming test or something and he didn’t want any of the students just going in and searching through his desk. Heck, even some teachers leave their personal belongings in their desk as well.

Josh maintains a laid back facial expression.

Riley: I like him too. I was just frustrated, that’s all. I talk bad about everyone when i’m frustrated, it doesn’t mean a thing. Isn’t that right, Mykel?

Mykel nods in agreement, trying to help her friend save face. Josh ends the conversation with a smirk, looking into the classroom right after, through it’s room’s window, on the door. Josh soon backs away.

Josh: Well, guess i’ll be keeping you girls company until he gets back.

Riley’s face lights up.

***

An hour passes, Mykel repeatedly looking down at her phone. Out of arm’s reach, Riley and Josh sit on the floor away from her, having a conversation amongst each other.

With an hour’s worth of talking between the two, Josh stands up.

Josh: I’m going to the restroom real quick.

Riley: (Jumps up) S…So do I. I mean, I’m going to the restroom as well. You know, the lady’s room.

Josh nods with an awkward look on his face, followed by a fake smirk as he walks off without her.

Still in eye’s view, Riley continuously looks back at him as she leans towards Mykel, for a low volume conversation. She takes her eyes off him for a short period of time, only to tell me in a whispering, yet anxious voice,

Riley: (Anxious low tone) I’ll be right back.

Riley strolls off before Mykel can respond, catching up to Josh in no time.

Mykel: (Speaks to herself) I hope that girl doesn’t do anything she’s going to regret.

Chapter 5

Another hour passes. Mykel, still sitting on the hallway floor, pulls out her phone. She sends a text to Riley.

The phone can be seen, with text messages between them both.

MYKEL

Mr.Isenberg still isn’t here.

(4:15pm)

MYKEL

Are you still in the bathroom?

(4:32pm)

MYKEL

Where are you?

(4:37pm)

MYKEL

Helloooo?

(4:40pm)

RILEY

Help me.

(4:43pm)

MYKEL

(Stands up) What the-

Mykel continues to text.

MYKEL

Where are you?

(4:44pm)

RILEY

Bathroom.

(4:45pm)

Mykel makes her way down the hallway to the girls’ bathroom. She slowly creeps in, unsure what to expect.

Chapter 6

MYKEL: Riley?

A thin trail of blood catches the attention of Mykel, walking along the floor as the blood leads her to a closed stall. A pair of shaking feet can be seen underneath the stall’s door.

Mykel slowly opens the door, seeing her friend Riley shaking, balled up in the corner beside the toilet. Riley’s right arm is bleeding with a long cut down the upper half of her arm.

MYKEL: (Kneels down to Riley’s aid) Oh my god, what happened?

RILEY: (Tears in her face) Did he hear you?

MYKEL: Who? And where is Josh? Who did this to you?

Riley doesn’t answer, only continuing to shake as she attempts to look over Mykel’s shoulder without making much movement.

Mykel takes a quick glance behind herself.

MYKEL: (CONT’D)(Short pause) Did…did Josh do this to you?

Still shaking, Riley manages to nod her head. An unusual snarl is heard that echoes down the hall, grabbing the attention of both Riley and Mykel.

Riley releases a quick shriek before placing her own hand over her mouth, startling Mykel in the process. Mykel gives her a frightened look as well, as she sees her friend crying even more hostile-like.

MYKEL(CONT’D): We’ve gotta get out of here.

Mykel takes her hoodie off and wraps it around Riley’s arm. The two then cautiously make their way for the bathroom door.

Mykel and Riley look around the corner of the bathroom’s entrance, before fully moving forward. Riley is still horrified and shaking from her prior encounter.

Seeing nothing, the girls move forward, heading for an exit that is seen on the opposite end of the hallway.

MYKEL: (Whispers to Riley) We just have to make it to the exit. We’ll get help then.

RILEY: H…he…he isn’t…he isn’t…person.

MYKEL: Don’t worry about it, Riley, i’m going to get us both out of here. I promise.

RILEY: J…Josh. He…he isn’t…a…person.

A monstrous shriek is heard behind them, forcing both the girls to turn around and stop in their tracks. Josh is seen standing down the previous end of the hall, his backpack and books now gone.

Poetry Pack: Sex & Other Drugs – Preview

Relativity

It counts

Everything you do to me

Lists itself on my board

***

I don’t know what you’re saying

When he’s on top of you

Those are your moments

I request you in mine

***

Doesn’t it break you

The way it does me

Having to feel on yourself

Without anything sounding off

***

In your background

~ Sakari


Late & Withholding

As beautiful as she gets

I drag my own self to change these ways

The way I see it

I’m more understanding this way

Her sex can’t be delayed

My mind consists of her thrust

***

You’ve got it, you’ve got me

Strung out on my bed

With the same sheets I made

The last time you were thought of

I feel her in real life

Sex, sick, and tired

***

I drip on my own restrictions

She has me on a decline

~ Sakari


Bury Yourself In My Bed

She’s here for me

But not in the way that I need her

I hear her words

Could she feel my hands

***

Those memories

Are just memories

They’ll still be there

All that you have behind

Your love still counts

You’re not going anywhere

You should spill yourself

All over my night

***

Her time has investments

She calls them her family

I’m so used to this loneliness

I can’t create a thing

You can’t be this virtual

You’re something so personal

***

Those memories

Are just memories

They’ll still be there

All that you have behind

Your love still counts

You’re not going anywhere

You should spill yourself

All over my night

***

I’ll be selfish when he calls you

I’ll be demanding of your time

I’ll be ungrateful when you leave

You have my hours in your pocket

You can’t go, I won’t let you

Though I can’t stand to face you

You leave, you leave, you leave

I cut, I cut, I cut

~ Sakari