But because Heaven shines the brightest when the world below finally grows dark enough to notice it.
I can still see the gates sometimes.
Barely.
A flicker above the clouds like distant gold beneath deep water.
And I cannot return to it.
Not anymore.
I tell myself I made the correct choice. Silas needed my power. Without it, Michael would have slaughtered all of us without hesitation. There are moments I can still hear his wings tearing through the air. Still hear the screams beneath the cathedral ceiling. Still see that terrible light burning through stone and flesh alike.
So yes.
I gave my grace away willingly.
And yet there are nights where regret creeps into me like winter through cracked glass.
An angel without Heaven is a strange thing.
You begin to wander.
At first I hated the living world. Humans move so quickly. They love temporary things. They build cities knowing time will erase them. They cling to one another despite knowing death waits patiently nearby.
But over time, I began to understand them.
Loss makes beauty matter.
I still possess fragments of what I once was. A trickle of power remains inside me, though using it feels like dragging broken bones through my soul. Teleportation is possible in short distances if I focus hard enough.
Most nights, I travel alone.
Tokyo.
London.
The frozen mountains of Norway.
The empty highways stretching through Nevada.
But there is one place I return to more than the others.
The Grand Canyon.
Arizona feels endless at night.
The canyon itself resembles an old wound carved into the earth by God Himself. The wind moves softly there. The stars appear closer. Sometimes I sit near the cliffs until sunrise and pretend I am still immortal.
No battles.
No prophecy.
No Michael.
Only silence.
Only the sound of the desert breathing beneath me.
Strangely enough, it is the closest thing to peace I have found since losing Heaven.
Perhaps exile changes a person.
Or perhaps suffering simply teaches angels how to appreciate stillness.
Either way, I think I understand humans far more now than I ever did above the clouds.
They survive because they learn to keep going after losing pieces of themselves.
I suppose I am trying to do the same.
She wants to spend forever with him, though she’s unsure this will turn out this way…
After maintaining an online relationship for months, Silas moves in with his brother in Alaska, in order to make things official with his lover. Things go as planned, until a deal is made with a vengeful angel that wants to rewrite all of God’s work – this being the creations on earth. Believing this to be a purification, a tragic event occurs that forces the brothers to stand against this angel. This angel being the most powerful angel in creation. The Archangel, Michael.
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I never did anything in my life that made me happy.
I wasn’t married and I didn’t have kids.
I was a drunk.
A nobody to society. I guess.
But as I heard the screams next door, I knew…
I knew my moments were running short.
I couldn’t scale off time.
There were no clocks in sight.
I was shocked to see around me.
They had stitched my lips shut.
I should’ve just went home.
I should’ve skipped the bar for once.
Who knows where I would have been then.
This dungeon cell was cold.
I was kept only with my underwear.
I wondered what the woman did in the other room, to be caught.
What was her life before?
Her ongoing screams didn’t tell me nothing.
The men in robes chose her over me.
I wish they would have gotten my ending over with.
Story under my 2nd pen name: Kamari L.
Author’s Notes: Kamari L. will be the pen name I go exclusive with Amazon with. I want to fit in the world of kindle as well. the best benefits for kindle, is to write for the kindle unlimited market — where tons of users already have monthly subscriptions.
This model will allow my work to be completely free to users, and give them instant access to anything I publish — DAY ONE. A market that I have been neglecting for some time now, misunderstanding that there are readers who crave literature…over there as well.
Keep benching all those guys In your inbox, baby Imma do nothing but reward you When all is said and done
~ Sakari
You’re willing to wait I’m the one that’s impatient But you look so impressive Why do I have to wait
~ Sakari
Your First (Outerlude) I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything I want to be the first one to never leave you The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest The first one to catch your tears in my hand *** I want to be the first to explore your imagination
My 4-part mini poetry series, Empath, is available now on Amazon. Still under my pen name, Sakari Lacross, this is a wide pen name — so there is no exclusivity.
The book is available now for 99 cents, with 60 pages of content. Poems that continue to grip at different sections of the heart.
Connor and Autumn match each other running up a tall building. Their speed is unbelievable to the mortal eye, but the two are able to track each other’s movement with ease.
Connor strikes first again, leaving Autumn on defense as he evades another attack punch from Connor and slams him into the building with a grappling counter. Connor quickly summons a set of glaives behind Autumn and charges them through the air.
Autumn flashes out of the way of the glaives, allowing the glaives to attempt to impale his younger brother instead. Connor shifts into his purple mist form, avoiding the glaives as well before shifting back into his physical form, upon touching the city’s hub ground again.
Autumn appears before his younger brother as well.
AUTUMN: We’re going to alert the entire city brother. Please Connor, let’s stop this foolishness.
Connor breathes a series of heavy breaths.
CONNOR: You’re so full of it, Autumn. We can’t stop. We just can’t. Don’t you get it? You’re gonna be dad’s little puppet for however long he wants you to be. You’re not going to have any freedom or mind your own. Well that certainly isn’t the life for me.
Connor glances back and looks at Jolyn. Her eyes show concern. Connor then places his attention back on his elder brother.
CONNOR: If dad wants her dead, you tell him to find a way into this realm and do it himself. Otherwise, brother, I’m going to shred you into pieces over her.
Autumn’s voice finally jumps.
AUTUMN: You’ll do what!?
In the mist of his voice jumping, Autumn flashes back into range of Connor. Trailing nearly beside Autumn, are two waves of magic energy streams that blend with purple lightning. Connor or Jolyn didn’t catch when Autumn’s superior speed cast these magic waves.
Connor shifted into his mist form again, only giving him enough time to avoid the two blasts as he launched himself into the air. The timer on Connor’s mist form runs out, turning him back into his physical manifestation just as Autumn leaps into the air, and catches him by the throat.
CONNOR: (Gargles) Fuck!
Autumn quickly forms a dark orb of magic and blasts it into Connor’s stomach. The blast shoots Connor backwards through the air, having him crash into a nearby building in the process. The hub’s destruction is starting to become more and more outright.
Jolyn turns her fire powers on, getting ready to aid her lover. However, her power jumping, draws the attention of Autumn.
Autumn shoots down from the air and flies in her direction. A stream of mist attempts to catch up to him at a fast rate, leaving Autumn to glance and notice as he feels the surge of magic energy following him. Autumn ignores this and keeps going for Jolyn.
Jolyn braces herself, before expelling a strong stream of dark flames into the direction of the immortal. Autumn dives directly into the flames and a loud yelp is heard shortly after.
EXT. DOWNTOWN/CENTRAL HUB — NIGHTFALL (CONT’D)
Connor stands in place, now back in flesh form. The aftermath shows flames still burning against the ground, and two figures in the distance.
Autumn holds Jolyn by the throat, leaving her feet to dangle away from the ground. Connor is cautious about his next move.
Jolyn struggles, with Autumn simply looking at his younger brother as he effortlessly holds her in place.
AUTUMN: It can be over now, brother. All of it. We can go back to father, and I can speak to him about forgiving you. No more conflict has to be.
Autumn places his attention on the struggling Reborn.
AUTUMN: Her life, and it all goes back to normal. The past is made up for, and the future is saved.
Autumn places his attention back on Connor.
AUTUMN: Afterall, you were the one who started this plague.
A portal opens on the ground behind Autumn, unleashing a glaive that instantly pierces through Autumn’s back and chest. Autumn gasps and looses his grip on Jolyn.
Jolyn collapses to the ground, landing on her knees as she grabs her throat with a series of coughs to follow. She watches as a series of glaives come out of portals that quickly manifest from the ground all around Autumn.
In every direction, Autumn suffers impalement. Autumn yelps in pain.
Connor uses his super speed to get to Jolyn, helping her back to her feet. He wants to hold her, though he senses a strong disturbance in energy beside them.
Connor jolts Jolyn and himself away from Autumn. A massive purple storm erupts from Autumn, along with an echoing yell.
The echoing yell turns into a monstrous roar, and underneath that roar, the dark storm clears and unveils Autumn in his monstrous form. He towers in the distance of his younger brother and his true target.
The glaives are gone from Autumn’s new body. Autumn belches out a roar that stutters the ground around them. Connor steps forward, accepting his brother’s challenge, though Jolyn grabs him by the arm.
JOLYN: Connor, no. This is all too much. We can run together. We can get as far away as possible. I just…
Tears start to form in Jolyn’s eyes. Connor catches this, unable to turn his head elsewhere in this moment.
JOLYN: I just don’t want him hurting you, any further. I don’t want you to risk your existence for me.
Connor releases himself from Jolyn’s grip with a light tug. Jolyn respects his wish, watching as he removes himself from her.
CONNOR: Don’t you get it, Jolyn? It’s because of you I have an existence. You are the second person ever to give me this. I failed the woman I loved once before and now…
Connor takes his place in front of Jolyn, as if he is protecting her from his elder brother’s sight, and challenging the mighty beast before them, at the same time.
A flashing memory of Connor’s previous lover smiles in his head. This memory transforms into Jolyn and her own smile at the café.
CONNOR: I have someone new to love. Someone I won’t just watch my brother kill. I’ll kill him over and over again, for you.
Connor turns halfway to place his attention on Jolyn.
CONNOR: When this is all over, we’ll go anywhere in the world together. Anywhere you’d like. I just want the rest of my eternity to linger with you.
EXT. DOWNTOWN/CENTRAL HUB — NIGHTFALL (CONT’D)
There’s worry in Jolyn’s eyes. Connor’s eyes disregard this, signaling for her to trust his words. Her expression refuses to change.
She grips at his hands, though Connor lightly pulls away, going into the direction of his elder brother. Ready to face the monster ahead, Connor super leaps off the ground, bursting into a glide that directs him in the path of his levitating opponent.
Autumn’s fiend form breaks its neutral stance, reading its claw to swing. Connor continues his trajectory, going at his elder brother with full force.
The fiend nearly connects, with Connor placing his arms up to protect the side of his body that would suffer from the impact. The attack nearly lands, going through Connor instead of damaging him. Connor is confused.
The massive image of the fiend vanishes, resembling that of an illusion. Connor stops his glide as quick as he can, scanning the sky around him as he remains above ground.
Jolyn screams for him.
JOLYN: Connor!!
Connor is unable to react fast enough, swiftly turning around only to get impaled in the chest. A blue dagger is held in Autumn’s hand, with the receiving end being placed inside of Connor.
Connor becomes motionless, staring into his brother’s face as he awaits an explanation.
AUTUMN: It was the only way of stopping father from dealing with you, brother. The dagger that father once didn’t entrust in either of us…he entrusted in me.
Connor begins to gasp as he notices something start to change upon him. His skin begins to turn blue with small trickles of frost forming on him. Jolyn clutches her mouth with her hands as she watches the two levitate in the air, now at the climax of their battle.
AUTUMN: I wanted things to be different between us. I really did. But…the heart you don’t even have…those false feelings inside of you…lead you astray.
The ice starts to encase Connor at a more rapid paste, becoming thicker as everything is affected by the magical frost effects of the dagger, except the impalement area where the dagger still resides.
Connor gives Autumn a look of betrayal, though he cannot speak. Autumn fights back tears until he can’t anymore, holding the back of his brother’s neck with his hand.
AUTUMN: I love you, brother.
Autumn shoves the dagger deeper into Connor. Connor jerks and his entire body becomes a block of ice. He begins to plummet out the sky shortly after, with his brother watching as his younger brother eventually slams onto the ground, shaking the surface without shattering.
The extinction of vampires, known as Reborns, was a promise. Sent to be Death Dealers of their own kind, Connor and his elder brother Autumn, slaughter those who carry the less fortunate blood of vampires. Being Immortals — vampires with a pureblood lineage, they’ve been able to achieve this with ease. That is until Connor falls in love with a Reborn, turning the brothers against one another, as the elder brother wants to see their mission through, while the younger brother…wants to follow the guidance of his soul.
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INT. JOLYN’S STUDIO APARTMENT — CLOUDED DUSK (CONT’D)
CONNOR: Autumn isn’t a monster. Believe it or not, he doesn’t care for killing our own kind. I’m not so innocent myself.
Jolyn braces herself for what Connor is about to say next.
JOLYN: What are you trying to say, Connor?
CONNOR: My father ordered him to take down the vampires. All the Reborns. He ordered the same to me as well. And for years, I aided my brother in this. Father was worried that being that the Reborns couldn’t control their thirst, seeing as they weren’t born vampires, then they would wipe out humanity. And for a while, it looked to be that my father was right. Villages were being slaughtered left and right. Towns were dangerous to wonder around at night. It was my fault anyway.
Connor doesn’t want to say the next part.
CONNOR: I made the first Reborn. I changed the first human being into a vampire. Something that neither father nor my brother knew was possible. We were all still new to our vampiric curse.
Connor pauses.
CONNOR: Her name was Eramis. We didn’t know what had happened to her. But one night…I lost control. I bit her and believed I drained her. I thought I killed her. I wanted so bad to be done with my own life. I tried everything there was to kill myself. I was the one who discovered that the sunlight couldn’t kill us. But then…she rose. Approximately fourteen hours after I buried her. She changed and took on our characteristics. Father took her in to ease my mind, allowing her to stay in the castle with us. But then…then she started to hunt. And she started to change others. I tried to help her get control of things, and over time…she got a grip. But by then, she had already changed so many mortals, that we were now facing some sort of vampiric epidemic. So father casted an order. He demanded that we eradicated all of the new vampires. The Reborns. We did this. We spent every night killing our kind for hours. It took us less than a month until the vampire legend…became that of a legend. Eramis even assisted us on some hunts. And then…it happened. Father ordered her demise as well. He said that Reborns couldn’t exist. That he didn’t understand them. I couldn’t kill her again.
Jolyn shows concern.
JOLYN: So then Autumn did it.
CONNOR: Not right away. I took her and ran far with her. Regions. It took six months for my brother to catch up with us. But…when he finally did…
Tears of blood begin to roll out of Connor’s eyes.
JOLYN: Ok, we don’t have to talk about it anymore.
CONNOR: I stood there, Jolyn. I stood there. I froze up while he slaughtered my lover, right in front of me.
The extinction of vampires, known as Reborns, was a promise. Sent to be Death Dealers of their own kind, Connor and his elder brother Autumn, slaughter those who carry the less fortunate blood of vampires. Being Immortals — vampires with a pureblood lineage, they’ve been able to achieve this with ease. That is until Connor falls in love with a Reborn, turning the brothers against one another, as the elder brother wants to see their mission through, while the younger brother…wants to follow the guidance of his soul.
The first book is out now — free to all, with your choice of platform. A quick episodic read, with the next episode already in preparation for release two weeks from now. Grab your free copy below…
His massive dragonish wings break the line of sight of the moon. Autumn’s monster form levitates in the sky.
Connor steps forward, ready to face his elder brother and make up for his mistakes in the past. His eyes radiate with a center purple.
Autumn roars into his brother’s direction, raising his massive claw shortly after. In the palm of its hand, the creature gathers a massive orb of dark energy.
The darkened purple orb of destruction is slung out of the obelisk’s hand, drowning the air around it as it comes towards Connor and Jolyn with full force. Jolyn readies her black flames, but Connor uses his powers instead to turn into a thickened black form of mist.
Swirls of what used to be Connor, meet the large orb of dark energy. The black mist quickly expands around the orb, creating a vortex that pushes the orb and itself into the large fiend. A short explosion goes off, creating large waves of destructive winds in the process.
Jolyn braces for the strong aftermath, as she bends her legs and guards her face with her arms. The fire that was once ignited on her, is now gone.
Two images descend from the sky, these figures being Connor and Autumn. They exchange shots as they fall headfirst, with Connor landing a strong double punch to Autumn’s face, before belches out a dark energy stream that hits Connor in the chest, launching him yards away from Autumn before the two slam into the city’s river.
Shrouds of swirling black mist break out of the large body of water, meeting Autumn just as he catapults out the water and back into the air. Autumn grows a set of demonic black wings without having to fully transform this time, choosing to slam himself right into the black mist upon seeing it.
The mist quickly converts back into the physical form of Connor, with Connor coming out of his mist form, right into a punch in the face. Autumn follows this up with an instant dark orb to the chest, breaking Connor back through the air and sending him crashing into the doc’s housing unit, behind Jolyn.
Jolyn screams for him.
JOLYN: Connor!!
She runs into his direction, but is stopped when a dark orb speeds into the small housing unit before she can reach him. The orb explodes on impact, destroying the unit and launching Jolyn backwards through the night air.
Autumn catches her just as he descends back on the docks, grabbing her back with one hand, only to revert and slam her into the ground, back first. He then places his foot on her neck, as the hard surface around her, suffers from a series of cracks.
Autumn cocks his right hand back in the air, allowing it to extend with massive fiend-like claws. He looks down at his target, watching as she struggles to removes his foot from her throat as she is now nearly planted into the ground.
AUTUMN: I won’t allow some girl to come in between me and my younger brother.
Autumn’s tone doesn’t change. He still is nearly emotionless when he speaks, giving off a soft-spoken voice in the process.
AUTUMN: I’ll straighten him out after this, just as I have done before. You’ll simply be another memory for us to have to deal with.
Jolyn struggles to the point of forming tears in her eyes. She quickly ignites her powers, readying flames that she was uncertain would do anything. But before either of them could make the next move, a fast spear shoots through the air and takes a chunk out of Autumn’s chest, nearly hitting his heart.
Author’s Notes: This is going to be the first episodic series that I actually launch. It’s going to be 6 episodes deep, with each episode being 30 pages a piece.
It will be launched across multiple publishing platforms (Apple Books, Barnes & Noble and Kobo, to name a few). These episodes will be free for all readers, no strings attached. The goal is to give readers an actual choice, as a compilation edition will be released afterwards, with an option of purchase.
The compilation edition will be all the episodes in one physical copy, plus more book content that can only be obtained in the compilation edition. Again, this will truly be the choice of the reader, as not gaining the compilation edition, will not hinder you from future seasons.
The compilation edition is mainly for those who are truly immersed into the universe of the series and want more before the next season’s rollout.
I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything I want to be the first one to never leave you The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest The first one to catch your tears in my hand *** I want to be the first to explore your imagination
~ Sakari
I’d like to stay inside This world of fantasy Live out my life with you Inside this RPG
~ Sakari
One life is all we have No matter what the metrics say Why not avoid the final boss For as long as possible
~ Sakari
Stay in the countryside with me We don’t need the city noise There are small markets nearby Fresh meals for us both
~ Sakari
Sadness isn’t a promise You are Every day that I’m with you Nothing is broken between us
~ Sakari
I don’t wanna wait Until I find the courage to Everyday I’d like to be on screen with you
~ Sakari
Can you see the beauty in it This distant land That rains stardust And lights up the night
~ Sakari
Your First (Outerlude) I swear on my heart, I want to be the first of your everything I want to be the first one to never leave you The first one to wake up in the morning, searching for you The first one to notice when you can’t sleep at night The first one to calm you down with kisses on your chest The first one to catch your tears in my hand *** I want to be the first to explore your imagination
~ Sakari
My newest serialized poetry book series, Empath, is available now for preorder on Amazon. The first arc will be a four-book series, with each book specializing in a different theme for “Longing.”
Book 1 will be called — Empath: From Autumn To Spring. This, like the ones after it, will be a quick read, and is priced at 99cents. This particular volume will focus more on the love side of things, being very big on daydreaming/fantasizing, about the hopes that love brings to the narrator’s heart.
This will be dedicated to those who just want some form of romance in their literature. No depression…no form of sadness. Only hope and inspiration. None of these books will have to be read in chronological order.
I guess I’m going to start doing these entries from my notes. Like my poetry, it feels more natural this way.
Writing has introduced me to many connections. Blessings in hiding. But there’s this one blessing…I shouldn’t talk about.
I’d like for this blessing to be held close to me. I don’t want anyone else to know about this blessing. But this particular blessing…is what I often turn to…when the darkness calls too strongly in my life.
America is no longer a home for me. I feel like I’m saying this on a daily basis now.
I don’t fit it. I don’t exist here. But overseas…in the Philippines…I can feel it. I exist. I exist and I’m not even over there yet.
My lover is. She’s there. But she only serves as a percentage as to why I feel a strong calling coming from over there — she isn’t the whole picture.
A significant portion. But when I write…my heart sings honesty. Even so…she completes my trip.
I have something to go to when I get there. Her arms are my first destination. Inside of her body will be my next.
Author’s Notes: I’ll be releasing my first episodic series, known as “How Long Is Endless”. It’s going to be 6 episodes deep, with each episode being 30 pages a piece.
It will be launched across multiple publishing platforms (Apple Books, Barnes & Noble and Kobo, to name a few). These episodes will be free for all readers, no strings attached. The goal is to give readers an actual choice, as a compilation edition will be released afterwards, with an option of purchase.
The compilation edition will be all the episodes in one physical copy, plus more book content that can only be obtained in the compilation edition. Again, this will truly be the choice of the reader, as not gaining the compilation edition, will not hinder you from future seasons.
The compilation edition is mainly for those who are truly immersed into the universe of the series and want more before the next season’s rollout.
Am I allowed to see you this way Do I have your permission to daydream To lay beside you in a summer’s field And tell you, how much I hate the summer *** You have a balanced look Of ambition and amazement I let it go, every time I exhale No point of waiting, I exhale No point of anxiety, I exhale The moment I take in your image, I exhale *** Captured, but I can’t say it enough I never asked to be released from this trance Who needs a soul when I have eyes Can I just talk to your spirit instead
To tell you you’re beautiful Is to tell winter it’s cold *** To tell you you’re beautiful Is to hold the sunlight in one’s hand *** To tell you you’re beautiful Is to land a shot, on a stationed target *** It’s obvious that the wind blows during a storm And that night is always after day Just as I am after you, hand and foot If you were to pass my way *** (An inspired poem by you — thank you for being beautiful)
I didn’t know When you went away That I would lose this much Track of time So much is gone from me now So little left to complain about *** My only star in the sky On a napless night, you are Resting in my mind, like you aren’t Working the night shift Taking away my attention From the moon towards the disgrace So distant, let’s not be that anymore So maintained, let’s not blame life again *** Even if we know each other Let’s build all over again You’ve been outgrowing me I’ve been unsure about other things Call it a waste of time And be back beside me *** My only star in the sky On a napless night, you are Resting in my mind, like you aren’t Working the night shift Taking away my attention From the moon towards the disgrace So distant, let’s not be that anymore So maintained, let’s not blame life again
~ Sakari
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My father finally went to bed, not truly knowing if he was sleep, though he was back in the room, after talking with me and my mother, for over and hour. It was a quarter past three now.
My mother stayed in the front room with me, asking me a countless number of times, was I okay. I made sure to tell her every time, that I was. I promised her that me, her, and my father, could go to the police station in the morning, if they actually heard me out, no matter what I told them, or how crazy it sounded. My mother agreed, though my dad needed time to himself. I understood.
My dad wanted immediate action. He wanted to get the ball rolling, knowing that his daughter was taken away by some stranger. That’s all he needed to hear. Though there was more to the story. Much more. But only my mother was willing to listen to the rest, with my dad leaving their bedroom door cracked, as he went back to bed. He couldn’t hide his frustration.
I started off from the school setting with my mother, with her telling me that she was notified about the school shooting, and that the school called her, telling her that they alerted all parents to stay away from the school grounds until further notice. She said the police spoke to them as well. I made sure to correct her though, informing her that she had only gotten one side of the story.
I took in a deep inhale, and released an even deeper exhale, before telling her everything. She sat there the entire time listening to me, squinting her eyes the more she heard, what probably sounded like, fan fiction to her. But it was a truth I lived.
When I was done, she got up out of her chair and hugged me. A surprising move. She didn’t say anything, she just hugged me. She didn’t even let me go right away. I stood up while she was still hugging me, placing my arms around her as well. I told her that I was warned not to come back home, as they could be placed in grave danger as well. She told me she knew. Her answer startled me.
You do? I asked her. She didn’t answer. I couldn’t quite see her face, as she was still holding me tightly. And I didn’t want to pull away from her, not quite yet, knowing that she was worried. However, I couldn’t quite help but feel a chill amongst my body, once she said those last words. Truthfully…I was frozen. Something was wrong.
My mother slightly moved shortly after, though I still couldn’t move. For whatever reason, I just couldn’t. My body though…my body jerked. I felt strong pressure in my back, followed by wetness. My mother slowly released me after this.
Chapter 14
My legs got weak first, and then my body. I dropped to the floor. I felt so tired. So numb. So quickly scared. What was happening?
Touching my back for a second time, my hand drew back…blood. My mother…my…my mother…my mother stabbed me.
Looking up at her, was she really my mother? She watched me lay on my stomach, bleeding from my back. I grew more and more fatigue, trying to concentrate on her. My vision…my vision even started to deteriorate. The room spent in the meantime.
My mother gained a devilish smirk, with my father being seen in the background, coming out of his bedroom, with the same smirk. He even held the baseball bat in his hand, hanging over his shoulder. He took his place beside my mother. These weren’t my parents.
My dad spoke, squatting down to lower himself closer to me. He told me with the most evilest smile…the coldest, yet, proud tone, to go to sleep. Let go. I felt a tear leave the corner of my eye.
I closed my eyes, as I didn’t want my last memory to be of these imposters, that looked like my parents. I now waited, for either of them to deliver the final blow. I should have listened to Gabriel. How did everything change for me, in the course of a day? Just twelve hours ago…I was…I was…
My train of thought was broken, the sound of glass shattering. But I felt nothing new. No other source of pain. Just tons of pressure coming from my back still. I slowly opened my eyes, seeing my mother stagger, with a blue glowing object, impaled into the side of her stomach. The object was shaped like some sort of arrow.
The glow from the arrow was so bright, like a mass of physical energy. I could see my mother’s blood quickly soaking her shirt, with my dad turned around, facing my mother. His face tightens, with a slight look of surprise. My mother’s hand extends out to him, before…
A massive explosion goes off from the glowing arrow, sliding my body across the floor, against the kitchen wall not too far behind me. I manage to hit my side, and not the knife that was jammed in my back. Landing back on the floor, I see that the explosion knocked my father back as well, with him barely getting back up. However, my mother…what was left of her, was spread across the ceiling and floor.
One of my mother’s arms laid rest in the corner of the front room, with half of my mother’s head closer to the front door. Her abdomen was completely gone, with her legs still held together, and her lower half ending up not too far from me.
Wanting to throw up, I coughed instead. I coughed up blood. I was sub-coming to my injury, this was obvious. I was gonna die.
My imposter dad picked back up his knife, standing in front of the door with his weapon ready, as if he was waiting for someone to open it. He unlocked the door to ensure of that. He snarled, an inhumane sound, with a demonic voice that echoed the phrase, c’mon on in you little bitch!
Looking at the door, I couldn’t see who he was talking about. Though his head bounced from the door and the damaged window, meaning he was seeing his advisary.
Soon after…he freaked out. Rushing to the door and opening it, then closing it, he looked around as if he had lost something. He looked slightly frighten by this. He asked out loud, “where did she go,” as if his target had vanished. Though soon after, he turned his attention back to me.
He marched over to me, telling me that he was just going to hurry up and kill me, so that the benefits of his wife’s failure, could be reaped. He raised his bat as he got closer to me, ready to slam the damn thing down on me. I attempted to crawl away, but my body was too heavy now, for me to even move. I didn’t close my eyes this time.
I looked right up at the demon who wore my father’s skin, knowing that by some chance…I wouldn’t die like this. Though I waited for my death blow. However, a strong glow of light came through the wall across the room. The wall that held the front room together. The wall with no door attached to it. The burst of light, the same similar light that destroyed my mom, impaled him in the back, without doing any damage to wall it magical phased through. The demon jerked upon impact, holding his arms in place in mid air.
Shortly after, the demon exploded with energy, just as my imposter mother did. He was pieces across the living room. I closed my eyes and covered my face, just in the nick of time.
Chapter 15
I waited for the hidden one to reveal themselves. I watched as a little girl, looking to be around Mykel’s age, approached the now unconscious Mykel. She entered the house by walking through the wall, as if it wasn’t even there. She didn’t use a single door or window. She was like a specter or something. There was no evidence of her arrival.
At first the little girl held a massive blue bow, with the string glowing in the form of a line of burning blue energy. The bow then disappeared, in just a single blink of my eye. She made her way to Mykel, who seemed to have a knife plunged into her back. I could see her stained soaked shirt, from where I hid, behind the doorway of the fat guy’s bedroom. She was dying. I could feel her life force depleting.
The little girl yanked the knife out of Mykel’s back, showing Mykel’s body inch off the floor, and then drop back down. The stranger’s hands then glowed blue, like the energy arrow that killed the previous two demons. She hovered these blue hands over Mykel’s wound, with her wound glowing blue as well now.
I quickly rushed from around the corner now, pointing the barrel of both ends of my guns, at the fighter. I demanded that she stepped away from Mykel, calling Mykel in this instance, “the girl.” The stranger told me that she couldn’t do that. I took the safety off both my Magnums.
I told her that I wasn’t going to ask her again, before I riddled her back with bullets. Those arrows she shot were familiar, as they were coated in destruction magic. So was the stranger’s hands now.
The stranger told me that she couldn’t step away from Mykel, because she was healing her. I took a closer look at Mykel’s wound, from where I was standing. She was right. The glowing wound, was nearly closed completely. Her magic was saving Mykel.
I slowly lowered my guns, putting one up, but not fully trusting the magical stranger, to holster the second one. However, my mind was settled enough now, to realize who, I mean, what, she was. She was using Divinity Grace to heal Mykel, meaning that she was a Divinity Wielder. A secret race, or coven, of magical mortals, that were blessed with the grace of actual angels. To sum it up, they were the angels’ cleaning crew, doing all their dirty work.
The girl’s hands stopped glowing, and so did the wound on Mykel’s back. She was healed. The teen girl took a sigh of relief, still on one knee as Mykel remained with her eyes closed, on her stomach.
The magical mortal, acting as if I wasn’t in the room with her, lifted Mykel into her arms, fully standing up now, as she carried the unconscious teen. She made her way towards the front door, forcing me to place the barrel of my right side arm, into her direction. She heard the safety leave the gun, once again, as she stopped moving, because of this.
With her back facing me, I eased my way a short walking distance behind her, not choosing to be in her arm’s reach, though standing behind her, as she remained still, in front of the closed door.
I asked the girl where she was going with Mykel, with the magical mortal telling me, that Mykel was better off with her. I responded as calmly as possible, telling her to put Mykel down, or take a bullet to the back of the head. She refused.
I drew my second gun, aiming my second side arm, towards the middle of her back. I told her I would shoot her in the spine first, and before Mykel would fall out of her arms, that I would shoot her in the back of the head next, warning her that Mykel and her, would hit the floor only seconds apart. She didn’t reply in the way I thought she would.
The magical mortal spoke up, telling me without even turning around to look at me, that I was too sloppy to keep watch over Mykel. She further stated that I almost brought about the end of days because of my careless ways, and because of that, she was not going to leave Mykel here with me. That was the answer she gave me, and it was time…to give my response.
Chapter 16
Little girl or not, i’ve done worst. That’s why I was fighting for my soul now. That’s why I was Heaven’s hound dog as well, with lesser privileges than the pussy cats that this girl belonged to.
My finger itched to pull the trigger, and I was about to scratch that itch. That was until I felt the presence of two other magical beings, their aura being similar to the Divinity Wielder in front of me. Pointing my right gun towards the kitchen, I watched as another Divinity Wielder phase shifted through the wall, being unaffected by its physics. He remained in place when he saw that I had a barrel pointed at him, with his upper body nearly coming through the wall.
I told the son of a bitch not to move, saying it just like that. However, the third one’s energy went faint. I couldn’t pinpoint where…
And behind me, he was. His voice only a short distance away from my neck, with him telling me to lower my weapons, or he was going to blow my head off. I could hear the radiating energy come from his glowing arrow. Still, I refused his demand. Though I didn’t move, I didn’t fight back either. I did nothing.
The Divinity Wielder still in the wall, spoke up. Being more “adult looking” in age, he wore a similar all white robe like uniform that the teen girl sported as well, requesting for the guy behind, calling him by his name, Aaron, to lower his weapon. Aaron challenged his order, reminding him that I had a gun pointed toward him, and the girl, calling her by her name as well I assumed. He called her Keonna.
Their general, I also assumed, reminded him back, that they didn’t come to this place for war. They came to make sure the girl, referring to Mykel, didn’t suffer at the hand of the Watcher demons. Keonna jumped in, looking over her shoulder at me, but not turning around. She spoke up, stating that it was only because of her that the demons didn’t kill Mykel.
Their general told Keonna that he understood, though he requested that not only Aaron discharged his bow, but for Keonna to place Mykel down. This four eyed bastard was talking my language.
Their general repeated himself, still in a calm voice. He held both of his hands out, in a surrendering motion, as his head bounced between his two subordinates, and then to me. He made sure I seen him, as he slowly took full steps through the wall, entering the kitchen. He speaks to his comrades while doing so, stating that “I,” referring to me again, was only scared, and that the only thing I wanted, was to take the girl and leave. The room was quiet for a moment.
Shortly after his words, Keonna slowly placed down Mykel, laying her on her side softly, before turning around to face us. Her face had attitude written all over it.
The glowing blue energy that radiated over my shoulder, burned out as well. I assumed that Aaron did as he was told as well.
And finally, their general lowered his hands, believing that the tension was low enough, for him to stand comfortably. I lowered my sidearms…slowly. Though I didn’t holster them, turning my body sideways to look at the asshole who was behind me. Aaron, looked at me with the same dirty look, I felt myself giving him.
In my background, I heard their leader, tell me that they were going to leave now, asking me to assist them. He states that back at their base, Mykel could finish her recovery. The look on Aaron’s face, as he looked back at his leader, was priceless. The saddened look of betrayal, was written, and visible on his stupid mug. Though he didn’t question his leader.
I looked down at Mykel, seeing that although her breathing appeared to have gotten better, she was still unconscious, with sweat coming down the sides of her face. Because of this, I agreed to go with them. However, I told him once Mykel was properly healed, that her and I were leaving. He swore on the angels, that they would do nothing…to stop us.
Chapter 17
We took some sort of underground tunnel to…nowhere, so far. Just a long and narrow tunnel. I don’t know how long we were walking. I could hear Keonna and the other Divinity Wielder, Aaron, whispering back and forth to each other, as they positioned themselves on the backend of the group.
Their conversation, went something like this, “Why was the commander bringing Gabriel along? Jeez, I don’t know, I’m just a stupid wall hacking bastard, who has to sneak up on his opponent, just to get a good kill in.” I hated that Aaron guy. I wish I had gas in this moment, i’d give them both something to talk about.
The two assholes referred to me as a “Tormented One,” which meant they knew more about me, than I expected. The angels don’t keep anything secrete anymore, do they? My business was just buzzing around upstairs.
Mykel had woken halfway there, walking on her own at this point. She didn’t say much, though i’m sure she remembered everything, as she wasn’t acting like her normal self. Her face did enough talking, with a mixture of sorrow and defeat.
The end of the tunnel finally came, and the five of us stood at the entrance of some sort of underground bunker. It was huge. There were wide doorways, that lead to…the hell if I knew. But yeah, these bastards had their own underground operation going on, with several other white robed bastards, walking about. They were all doing different things. Some where messing around with their bow, testing out the levels of energy they could store in it, from the looks of things. Others were testing out their gear in general, with a small group of Divinity Wielders holding some sort of glass orb, of glowing blue energy.
Their general saw me looking at the group, automatically assuming I was looking at the orb. He spoke to me, telling me that what they were holding, was a Divinity Bomb, a contained item of stored energy, that went broken, releases all the energy at once. The shit sounded painful.
Their captain turned to Keonna and Aaron, telling the two to take Mykel somewhere to replenish. I gave both of them a warning look, as if I was challenging them to disobey their leader’s order. He must have seen this look as well, because their general got my attention, placing his hand on my shoulder. He assured me once again, that everything would be okay. That Mykel and myself could leave, as soon as he was done speaking to me.
Aaron and Keonna did just what he said, with Keonna grabbing Mykel’s hand, and the three of them heading down a hall across from us, on the higher level that we were on. This place looked like the inside of an animated ant hole or something.
The two of us walked off, in the opposite direction. What the hell did this guy want to talk about with me?
My internal question was answered right away, as he told me right away, that he brought me down to their secret lair, to show me that neither of us, were threats to each other. I wasn’t sure why he was speaking for me though, as if he knew me or something. He was definitely wrong.
I had killed his kind before. Laid waste to multiple of those angelic “wanna-be’s.” Face shots with my sidearms. Decapitation with my blade. You name it. I was even on the verge of torturing one, one time.
The general added on that he could sense the Divinity energy coming from Mykel, and pointed out that he knew…that I could sense it too. I thought my senses was off when I first got around her, but he was right. Mykel was leaking Divinity energy.
He continued on, telling me that their division was eventually going to come for Mykel anyway, as she was one of their own. She was a Divinity Wielder. She just didn’t know it yet.
I cut him off, telling him to get to the point, as I was starting to lose my patience with him. The two of us stopped in front of an automated steel door, assuming that this door led to his room or something. It was much more fancy than the other doors. That, and their was a sign on the side of the door, pinned to the wall that said, “Captain O’land,” a stupid last name.
The bastard told me, that he was going to play the “waiting game,” but wanted me to assure him, that I would step aside, if Mykel came to them, wanting to harness her powers. I didn’t even reply to that stupid shit. I hated his kind, so I wasn’t about to answer no crap like that, let alone agree.
I gave O’land a dirty look, leaving him standing in place as I walked away, back into the direction we had came from. I called out for Mykel, getting the attention of the entire base, as I told her aloud, that we were now leaving. She came out of the short hallway that the other two fairies, had taken her down. Everyone watched, as the two of us went back down the exit.
Chapter 18
We walked back through the pizza place, and I couldn’t help myself. I damn near slammed the glass door shut, behind us. However, the owner’s face briefly popped into my head, and I nearly shitted on myself. This brought me to just closing the door, like a normal citizen.
I didn’t even let Mykel walk far before I asked her in a slow, yet annoyed tone, if she was crazy. It was something like this…(clears throat) ARE….YOU…INSANE? She didn’t answer back.
My voice jumped, as she stood there, with nothing to say. I reminded her how she had one job. One GOD DAMN ORDER! THE EASIEST FUCKING THING IN THE WORLD! TO SIT BACK, AND LAY LOW!!!! Why she couldn’t do that, was beyond me, as she didn’t even have any sorts of answers for me.
It wasn’t until I pointed out how she could have been killed, that I got a proper reaction out of her. She made eye contact with me, for the first time, in this conversation. Though she was sad. I could see it in her face. This brought my voice down. I mean, my voice just completely dropped. I almost had nothing else to say. This girl was obviously traumatized. Fucked up, over the course of these first twelve hours alone. And she had to go an entire year like this?
I broke the ice between us, telling her that I would stay up for a little bit and be watch, just in case she wanted to rest, or time to herself. She took my words with her, immediately turning away and going into her room, down the employee hall, right before the basement, where my room was.
The door to her room didn’t slam, though I did hear it lock. I should’ve never yelled at her in the first place. But something told me, that she wasn’t bothered by my loud tone. She probably didn’t hear me at all. It was as if, she wasn’t even there, when she looked at me. I was talking to an empty vessel at that point. This…this wasn’t for her. It was barely even for me.
I remembered when I first converted to the other side. When I first died. When I first was introduced…to demons. To be honest, she was getting off easy, compared to me…
Author’s Note: I just published my poetry collection, Sunset Beach. Check the link below to be directed to my LinkTree account, giving you the choice of what platform you would like to download/read it on.
Is it time for the sun to set already It doesn’t feel like I’ve been spending all day with you *** You’ve been thanking me With smiles all day I can’t say goodbye to you
A wingless angel, with blue short hair, sits at the edge of the beach’s wave, her feet barely away from the back-and-forth tide. Her eyes match her mystical blue hair, as she looks off into the distance of the massive moon in the sky.
Beside her, is another short haired angel, though unlike her, his hair doesn’t touch his shoulders. His hair resembles that of a low hair cut almost, being black in eyes and hair.
Both angels are without wings. Both angels have names, with the mid-twenties looking angel woman, being addressed as Crystal, and the late twenties male, being known as Autumn.
Autumn stares into the distance with his lover.
CRYSTAL: I remember when I was first banished, I didn’t believe I would ever see you or the beach’s nightfall at the same time, ever again.
AUTUMN: I told you I was going to see you again. I wasn’t going to let Michael or any other angel in heaven, keep us separated.
CRYSTAL: I appreciate it; I really do, Autumn, but the catastrophe that will be brought to your world if you are discovered crossing the boundaries of heaven –
AUTUMN: What catastrophe? (Turns her way and faces her) Crystal, my world was already catastrophic when you were taken from me.
CRYSTAL: I understand, Autumn, but you shouldn’t keep sneaking out to see me.
AUTUMN: Why not? You’re the love of my eternity. Don’t you love me as well?
CRYSTAL: (Turns in his direction with sympathetic eyes) Of course I love you. I’ve always loved you, even before you ever loved me. (Places her hands on top of his against the sand) But that’s why I’m overly concerned about all of this. Sigh. Autumn, I’ve accepted my fate. I went with my heart twice and I’m okay with any outcome that has occurred because of it. But I wouldn’t be okay with anything happening to you, because of my choices.
AUTUMN: (Eyes and tone of sadness) So…what exactly are you saying?
CRYSTAL: This has to be our last time together, Autumn.
MALE VOICE: It will be.
A man fades into existence not too far from them. He takes a few steps into the direction of the angels.
Both angels recognize him, immediately getting up as the left hand of the all-powerful archangel, Michael, is present before them. His name is Albedo.
ALBEDO: You make no sense to me, Autumn. There are so many other angels above. Why risk Paradise for a fallen one?
Autumn takes his place in front of Crystal, as if he is shielding her.
AUTUMN: There’s no point in me answering you, Albedo. You’re just another one of Michael’s pawns. You’re not going to hear anything I’m saying. So if you’re going to do away with me, then do it already. (Looks back at his lover with saddened eyes) I’ll still have her, no matter where you send me.
ALBEDO: Nothingness will have you both. Death is the least of your worries.
A massive light emits from Albedo, and Autumn rushes to cover Crystal with his own body. The entire beach is engulfed in this light, only for none of the angels to be seen once the light ceases.
Author Notes: I’ve been “slacking” on my fiction, in the eyes of many (probably). But I really haven’t. The sequel to my book, Michael’s Wing, is definitely still in the works, and I’ve been hard at work on it. The book had to be toned down, and I’ve rewritten certain parts of it several times now, along with scrapping sixty percent of the book.
This short story will be one among many that I will be sending out, even after the release of my next dark fantasy book. These stories will be loose standalones, co-existing in the same universe of my Michael’s Wing series, resembling side stories that may or may not play a role in future books.
My short stories will come together in a compilation book and will be available on all platforms. The goal is to put so much into this series, whether that be spinoffs and multiple novels.