E Journal: Entries From Random Thoughts In My Mind – Thoughts Of A Longing Author (Entries 5&6)

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Entry 5

I guess I’m going to start doing these entries from my notes. Like my poetry, it feels more natural this way.

Writing has introduced me to many connections. Blessings in hiding. But there’s this one blessing…I shouldn’t talk about.

I’d like for this blessing to be held close to me. I don’t want anyone else to know about this blessing. But this particular blessing…is what I often turn to…when the darkness calls too strongly in my life.

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Entry 6

America is no longer a home for me. I feel like I’m saying this on a daily basis now.

I don’t fit it. I don’t exist here. But overseas…in the Philippines…I can feel it. I exist. I exist and I’m not even over there yet.

My lover is. She’s there. But she only serves as a percentage as to why I feel a strong calling coming from over there — she isn’t the whole picture.

A significant portion. But when I write…my heart sings honesty. Even so…she completes my trip.

I have something to go to when I get there. Her arms are my first destination. Inside of her body will be my next.


Author’s Notes: I’ll be releasing my first episodic series, known as “How Long Is Endless”. It’s going to be 6 episodes deep, with each episode being 30 pages a piece.

It will be launched across multiple publishing platforms (Apple Books, Barnes & Noble and Kobo, to name a few). These episodes will be free for all readers, no strings attached. The goal is to give readers an actual choice, as a compilation edition will be released afterwards, with an option of purchase.

The compilation edition will be all the episodes in one physical copy, plus more book content that can only be obtained in the compilation edition. Again, this will truly be the choice of the reader, as not gaining the compilation edition, will not hinder you from future seasons.

The compilation edition is mainly for those who are truly immersed into the universe of the series and want more before the next season’s rollout.

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