Poetry Pack: Sex & Other Drugs – Preview

Relativity

It counts

Everything you do to me

Lists itself on my board

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I don’t know what you’re saying

When he’s on top of you

Those are your moments

I request you in mine

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Doesn’t it break you

The way it does me

Having to feel on yourself

Without anything sounding off

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In your background

~ Sakari


Late & Withholding

As beautiful as she gets

I drag my own self to change these ways

The way I see it

I’m more understanding this way

Her sex can’t be delayed

My mind consists of her thrust

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You’ve got it, you’ve got me

Strung out on my bed

With the same sheets I made

The last time you were thought of

I feel her in real life

Sex, sick, and tired

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I drip on my own restrictions

She has me on a decline

~ Sakari


Bury Yourself In My Bed

She’s here for me

But not in the way that I need her

I hear her words

Could she feel my hands

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Those memories

Are just memories

They’ll still be there

All that you have behind

Your love still counts

You’re not going anywhere

You should spill yourself

All over my night

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Her time has investments

She calls them her family

I’m so used to this loneliness

I can’t create a thing

You can’t be this virtual

You’re something so personal

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Those memories

Are just memories

They’ll still be there

All that you have behind

Your love still counts

You’re not going anywhere

You should spill yourself

All over my night

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I’ll be selfish when he calls you

I’ll be demanding of your time

I’ll be ungrateful when you leave

You have my hours in your pocket

You can’t go, I won’t let you

Though I can’t stand to face you

You leave, you leave, you leave

I cut, I cut, I cut

~ Sakari

The Will To Succeed: 2/2/25

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(Poetry Pack # 1):

Sometimes It’s My Own Heart

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Poem # 1

No one’s ever going to love me again

No one has your heart

~ Sakari

Poem # 2

Before I noticed

Time didn’t even notice

How I was developing for you

~ Sakari

Poem # 3

You don’t have to be okay

I’m not always like this

Never mind the pain

And its selfishness

~ Sakari

Poem # 4

There were times that all I had

Was an image of you

To keep my heart scrolling

~ Sakari

Poem # 5

I was just thinking

About the end of our last conversation

Did you mean it

~ Sakari

Poem # 6

I’m not going to try anymore

When it comes down to it

I won’t hold back these unanswered questions

~ Sakari

Poem # 7

Everything will fall back into place

I’ll line the memories up

To remind you of this happiness

~ Sakari

Poem # 8

Whenever you came over

To my side of the mirror

It felt like we were world building

~ Sakari

Poem # 9

No one will ever believe this

That’s why I keep my knees against my chest

Knowing they will never know

That you really do heart me

~ Sakari

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FICTION…

INT. BEDROOM – NIGHTFALL

Omar watches as his owner gets dressed. A spirit mage who has pulled him from the afterlife to ally her in battle.

Omar is a man in his late twenties, while Cel is a woman with all black long hair, who dresses in one color always – the color black. She is nearing her mid-twenties.

OMAR: Do you have to leave with him again – you’ve already been out three times this week, and its only Thursday.

Cel continues to fix do her makeup. Omar leans against the wall with his arms crossed, realizing he is being ignored.

OMAR: We should be training, not indulging in useless matters. What if we were attacked by the enemy?

CEL: I’m not about to do this with you tonight, Omar.

OMAR: Do what?

CEL: This.

Cel stops with her makeup for a bit.

CEL: You do this every time I’m about to meet up with him.

Cel continues her makeup in her bedroom mirror.

OMAR: It just seems so pointless. What is he actually doing for you?

CEL: Look, Omar.

Cel turns around to face her summon – her spirit ally.

CEL: You can’t…sigh. I’ve been thinking, and…I wanna give up mage craft.

Omar leans off the wall. His face is now in utter shock.

OMAR: What? Why? We’ve been training hard for this.

CEL: That’s the thing, I don’t want to be any of this. I never asked for this. I want a normal life. I don’t want to battle and continue to risk lives anymore.

OMAR: But we haven’t harmed anyone. We’ve actually saved many with our…

Cel puts her finger up, indicating for Omar to wait. To pause. And pause he does.

CEL: That’s not all. I’ve also been considering…terminating our contract.

OMAR: The contract that keeps me in this world? The contract that has me bound to you?

Cel doesn’t reply.

OMAR: All because you think I’m jealous.

Omar’s tone drops.

OMAR: He wins then.

CEL: Goodbye Omar.

Omar stands in place as he watches Cel grab her black purse and head out the door. He makes his way to her bed as the door closes behind Cel.

Omar flops in place, his head now dropped to the floor. He looks down at both his hands.

OMAR: All because I’m jealous.

Omar dematerializes into the air, becoming thin strands of mist before no longer baring a physical form. Cel enters back into the room just as his particles scatter into the air.

CEL: Omar, wait.

Cel rushes over to the bed where Omar once was. She tries to catch his disappearing body but fails to.

CEL: Omar?

She calls out to no response. Cel then turns around and sits on the bed herself.

CEL: I’m sorry.

She manages to say in a saddened tone.

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Author’s Note: This article will be rushed, so please, my apologies in advance 🙂 i’m putting this article together on a Greyhound, as i’m traveling across the map from Arizona to Michigan. I’m planning to be in Michigan long enough for my career to float, and then i’m moving to Malaysia, as there is a certain visa I need to acquire to do this 🙂 i’m so excited for the future ahead!!! 🙂

Now, to get back on track, I literally wrote this fiction story while I was passing through Texas (still am passing through Texas at this moment, and on my way to Nashville next, according to my bus driver). Since certain platforms don’t allow me to post too much of any book I am publishing with their service (looking at you Amazon – our love/hate relationship), I will be delivering flash fiction to you 🙂 they will be like lore fiction, giving you little side stories using the characters from certain universes of certain series.

These stories will be an add-on every week to these articles. The purpose of these stories is to dive further into the universe of each series, as I am going back to working on multiple series at once. This is because i’m thinking more like a publisher from now on, than an author. I’m treating my writing career more like a monopoly from now on. I’m going back to serialization, as I constantly see that my shorter works are being sought after. It’s so darn frustrating writing a 200 page book, just for it to be shelved because a more known author has just dropped their own book.

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MORE BOOKS BY ME…

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Poetry…

In my new apartment

I’d bring you

I can’t wait until November

Watch me, bring you…

The moonlight on your back

Where did heaven drop you off at?

I’m so in love, you didn’t even

Take your clothes off, yet

Bring tonight, into tomorrow.

Please stay with me

I won’t let you cry over me

My mentality, tells on me

I’m easy going…

In my new apartment

I’d bring you

I can’t wait until November

Watch me, bring you…

The moonlight on your back

Where did heaven drop you off at?

I’m so in love, you didn’t even

Take your clothes off, yet

~ Sakari

Romance Dawn: Poetry Collection

[Over 200 pages of poetry – a much larger collection than usual. Available for 1.99]

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Fiction…

One of the few remaining witches in their world, Brandon, a 30-year-old man, requires the aid of Ulysee, a 23-year-old woman. After having tracked her down, due to her being the only one that can break a curse turned disease that is killing off witches, Brandon must first protect her from an opposing witch that wants her dead.

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The Last Witch: Episode 1

MORE…

I’ve been away for some time now, trying my art in different paths of publishing. I’m back with a new outlook on everything writing now. The section of literature I have presented was not the end- there is more. Below is the rest of this article, including more poetry and more fiction. I want to link these worlds, giving readers more options when available. 

https://sakaril.substack.com/p/the-will-to-succeed-13125

(Poem)Ready, Set, But I Won’t Go

Autotune couldn’t change your voice
Those streaming numbers will rise
So natural you are
Relax, you never have to try
Lofi in your tone
You relax your audience
Winter vibes – so chill
I’m not ready to go

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When your computer shuts off
That’s goodbye
Back to the moon I go
This happens every time
On your side
I know you’re tired
But on my side
I’m waiting for updates

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I’ll leave in and out of your world
Please don’t change the locks
All the way through
I want you as a personal friend
To the moon we go
I’ll bring you back
In time for your next stream
Just tell me ahead of time

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When your computer shuts off
That’s goodbye
Back to the moon I go
This happens every time
On your side
I know you’re tired
But on my side
I’m waiting for updates

~ Sakari

I’m not just a poet, i’m also an author. Writing fiction, I have an entire vampiric series published. In the form of novellas, i’m four books in (with the 6th book in the works). Now is the best time to catch up, as everything is being cranked up in the series, starting the beginning of the end of the first saga. If you’re a fan of Vampires, Lycans, Werewolves, and magic, click one of the links below to get the first 2 volumes free, on apple books or Barnes and noble.

Plot: Nineteen-year-old Dawn loses his mother on an unexpected night. With no proof of her death, only a missing body, Dawn is determined to find his mother. However, Dawn is placed into a closed off school that houses the one thing that could have possibly taken his mother from him…Vampires. With this academy forcing vampires and humans to live on the same grounds together, Dawn follows a possible lead that could bring him closer to his mother’s kidnapper.

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