Blue pill like it’s the matrix
I write about bars
But I won’t take it
I smile a lot
I fake it
I sin a lot
But I’m not Satan
Traitor to my family
I’m a cancer
When trouble calls
I’m the answer
Blue pill like the matrix
Judgemental
I really hate it
I think about it
I contemplate it
Suicidal thoughts
I over rate it
Homicidal thoughts
Get suffocated
Random thoughts
They welcome themselves
Random thoughts hunt me
And no one else
Playing mind games
With violent whispers
Too vulnerable
So I’m a good listener
Blue pill like the matrix
Too strong
So I have to space it
#poetry #poem #poet
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